}!BREAK DANCE NOT HEARTS`

I'VE MOVED!

2008-08-21T11:59:00.000+08:00

I HAVE OFFICIALLY MOVED.
SO PLEASE RELINK, AND DO WHATEVER YOU WANT.
EVERYTHING WILL BE THERE.
AND THIS BLOG WOULD STILL EXIST,
just that I won't update
unless I feel like doing so.
kristamessymind.livejournal.com

{ SEVENTYSIX }

2008-08-10T23:42:00.006+08:00

i heard the free hug campaign is going on tomorrow
sigh, i want a hug
want one,
need one
i mean isn't it so goddamn sweet going into the streets hugging people
maybe hurt or deprived from the love, and security everybody needs
which they can all get with just one hug
i hope to do that one day.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4
made me tear abit, kinda touching

{ SEVENTYFIVE }

2008-08-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

class ended super late today
went to reb's house for lunch;
me, carolyn and reb, of course
took a cab theree, and backkk

while waiting for miss lavania to come for our history supp,
the girls like from the whole class
was like having second childhood or smth siol
we were like playing the scissors paper stone, the leg type,
heartattack, and concentration
LOL
damn funny

during the lesson, miss lavania was kinda funny too[:
some dude from outerspace: MISS LAVANIA!
miss lavania: who the hell is that?!?!
laughoutloud

went to reb's house aft that again to do art...
kinda fun i guess :)
her dad sent me home and yeah

* I LOST MY WALLET!*
yeah i was totally acting calm just now
fake, not true, a lie, bogus
yeah you get it
.
yeah i lost it
like fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!
[!!]
it is a bloody roxy wallet bought in australia
in extremely good condition!
with ALOT of money inside
alot to me OKAY?!
and ezlink card(just topped-up $20)
popular card
and my stupid dentist form -.-
hopefully if anybody finds it, and sees the sch, and that im just an innocent little sec 1,
he/she willl return it to me..
hopefully..

so here's the story:
wore my shoe,put wallet on table( at reb's hse)
took my wallet, out dunno where, got into car, reached home,
wallet... gone.
reb's been searching her house and car, so am i,
but it's no where
like mthr fcking shitz
i love that wallet ok?

and i was sooo happy aft dinner
and now... this happens..
i'm like gonna cry alrdy
i swe*r

i need faith, to pray, and to trust

{ SEVENTYFOUR }

2008-08-03T23:06:00.002+08:00

TOUCH RUN '08 TODAY!
organised by anderson jc, which is rosebud's jc
haha, ran 5km with mummy!
and i won herrrr!
mummy seems to have a better stamina then me though,
she didn't even stop like once throughout the wholee run
and i stopped like how many time luh
-.-
i think she was the only reason i pushed so hard
daddy voluntered to like see how the run is going, and whether got ppl die halfway etc.
and he was just cycling arnd
and he basically saw us la
and he kept saying," QUICK QUICK QUICK! BEAT MUMMY!"
and i kept on running and running and running
esp the last part, i was really trying to catch up with her
and i was dying too..
but in the end, i sprinted to the end
WHOOO!
time to finish line was 33:38 85
awesome.
there were a few hot guyz there manz!
hahaha and i go there like act cool liddat
LOL
there were this bunch of chij girls, and i was standing behind them,
and during the run,i wanted to be in front of them
hahaha, im such a stuck-up bitch

saw uncle chong kiat, and his three daughters, beverly, rosebud and clara(:
hahaha uncle chong kiat is like daddy's bestie lor
and he was cycling arnd like daddy too
hahahahah!
mummy went for the complimentary massage, and so did i
-.-
i tell you i was the youngest there la
super paiseh canz
and its not like my muscles were aching or what;
in just went for it for the sake of it lol

had mindedge later also, sian la
and went to uncle's house aft it.
kristin was soo cutezxs

sleeping soon,
tada

{ SEVENTYTHREE }

2008-08-01T23:52:00.001+08:00

notice the guy(reb's bro)
thank you daddy(:

Yesterday:

art today was super fun. i loveeee it! :D

went to reb's house first, and bus-ed to queensway with her and her bro. Today is like fucking hot la! Cannot Tahan! D: The bus ride from her house to queensway is like 2 hours canz! DAMNNNN longg. we were like sleeping in the bus. hahah! and I slept the most ;D was super shiok. hehe.

anyw, so we oredered the jerseys, and at that shop, i found my vball kneepad! awesome shitz manzxs. the guy was really burrr -.- it's like he forgot about the extra money, and reb had to REMIND him lol. but in the end he didn't charge us for that, cos he said nvm[; and he said he'll call reb, and didn't ask for her number -.- funny like helll

shopped around a bit later. but i was broke, cos of the darn kneepad. screw ballzx.
sigh.

bus-ed back again, was super sian. cos wasnt sleepy olrdy. three of us were like kinda anti-social, listening to our own music. heh. but we cam-whored a 'lil too. chyeah.

bro's back from BMT by the way :)

This girl singing is really awesomz. She's really pretty and she has a beautiful name! :D
Sorry-buckcherry( original )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2gmlr5-_zw&feature=related

{ SEVENTYTWO }

2008-07-31T23:22:00.000+08:00

rebecca and i are like totally saying the same things tgt today.
-1st
Carolyn: Do your know hokkien?
R: ya i bit
K:haha me too
C: do you know how to say i am a cockroach in hokkien?
R&K:wa si...... zhang lang!
we said it at the exact same time, which was really funny
hehehe
and when she came over, to do our art, we were like saying soo many things at the same time!
*LAUGHS*

-2nd
during recess, i pop-ed the plastic bag
and reb was like," i rmb last time NAPS tt time, every recess got somebody pop the plastic bag!"
K: OHYA! I RMB!
R&K(tgt): JIAMIN!
HAHHAHA

-3rd
R: where's my paintbrush box cover?
K: i dunno?
*finds*
K&R: THERE!

haha there was seriously alot, but i can't rmb ):
so too bad! HAHA

before she came to my house, we went to hers to get some stuff first
and while walking there(canal), i was laughing like some retarded monkey/pig
and some bedok south sec guys were like sitting at the park
and one dude went, " EH GIRL!"
and i was like fu*king paiseh laaaaa!

reb was like fighting with her bro in her room,
which was DAMNNN funny!!
seriously manzxs
my back was freaking pain due to the continuous laughin
ouch man
they were like whacking each other, hard (ouch)
and pushing each other
free entertainment all!

we were doing our art in my room
FUN!
i love art,goddamnit.
and we were like talking bout general stuff, which we never usually talk abt
bonding baby

tmr going to queensway to order the class jersey alrdy
and im partially broke!
pftttt.

*R, just confessed that he likes me.omfg.*
he sent me like this sms, and i thought it was some sort of chainmail, so i didn't really bother
and when i got online, reb was like did you recieve a msg? from a guy? a mysterious msgg?
and then later he confessed. fuck i was like in a state of shock, serious.

there's a moment in every lifetime, that you would wanna keep forever

{ SEVENTYONE }

2008-07-30T23:45:00.001+08:00

notice rahim

nasir was trying to squeeze the chips out the door! :O

at assembly today, like behind the toilet there,
there was this bunch of upper secs praying there.
i think it was like damn cool la
imagine a bunch of people in school, who has that great amount of love to God.
and you pray together, have praise and worship together, fellowship, etc
it's so awesome what God can really do..
i wanna have a group like this in the future..
sigh

amongst the group, i saw shermaine and samantha
and i was like telling reb, about samantha, cos i found her damn pretty la
K:remember that time i tell you that samantha?!
Shermaine:*stares at me*
K: O:*gasps* omgggg..

and i said that like rather loudly. shitz

maths trail at changi airport T3 was funfunfun!
we were running around like some retarded pigs

we were chilling at the kopitiam, after we were done
chilling, and of course, cam-whoring too!
was like going seriously crazy
really.

the bus ride back was REALLY funny!
becos of the guys (duh)
:D
they were like damn gay,
and funny!
we were sitting like in front of the last row, and there was no back cushion -.-
the guys(ali,rahim&nasir) were like trying to taopok max i think??
LOL, they were like squishing him la!
and they were also trying to open his legs,
and ask benedict to run to him. -.-
and max looked like he giving birth liddat
or having sex or something.. O.o
and it STANK! (gross max)

kevin: Eh bus 24!
rahim: OMG! Wheelchair accessable bus! PERFECT for MAX!
(HAHAHHAHA)

alright, i'm gonna sleep now.
can't take it anymore.
nights!

I live my own live and i nurse my own wounds. It's not the best way to live, but it's the way I am

{ SEVENTY }

2008-07-29T23:26:00.001+08:00

went to reb's house after school,
there was this couple from bedok south sec
like freaking kissing in the park.
for like 3-4 hours
-.-
hardcore manzxs

kayz, i'll keep this post short and simple
kinda lazy to blog now anywayssssss

Song of the Day: Bersama Bintang by Drive
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3spFuUM_dHU
( got from Eric's friendster. song is in bahasa, but still nice! :D)
dream come true.

life ain't a fairytale, dreams are

{ SEVENTY }

2008-07-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

love has its limits
and so does patience
love can wait
but the patient can be impatient;
i think i've waited long enough
and loved long enough
long enough to make me realize
that perhaps it's not true love
or even just love
our friendship is fading
the talks we had
the smiles we shared
they'll soon vanish
i give up
i'll forget
or at least
i'll try to
♥krista

{ SIXTYNINE }

2008-07-28T23:33:00.002+08:00

training at dunman today was relatively gooooood
:D
jiamin kinda told us that if we train hard, we may get into the team
and JLS would train us
,cos pris may quit..

yeah me and kelly went down to get some drinks
and we drank the greentea
DAMNNNNN SHIOK SIOLL

while we were getting drinks
D=DunmanDude
D: eh you from ngee ann arhh?
K:ya
D: oh, sec what?
K: erm one
D: huh?! serious arhhh? your face look like sec 3 liddat leh
K: *laughs* haha ya
walk away

anyway, D is HOT *giggle*
and jiamin was super cute lor!
she was training us, then suddenly she said,
"eh just now got one guy there very handsome leh! you're got see anot?"
K&K: uh?
J: just now over there play basketball one. then the shorts abit off colour one. like violetviolet liddat.
K: *looks blankly?*
J: haha, your got look at handsome guys one?
K:*looks blankly*
-but in my heart, i was like 'oooooh! yesyesyes! so where's that hot guyyy!'
continue playing
J: aiya, he not here alrdy :)
HAHAHA

so funny, she's cute manzxs

I'm elegantly dishevled.
Imperfection at its finest

{ SIXTYEIGHT }

2008-07-27T23:26:00.002+08:00

i have a new number all!
so if you wanna know it, ask me
but i've sent out sms-es 'bout it, so if you still don't know,
well, you're just dumb!
teeheehee

brother-ass went back to BMT todayy,
he refuseddd to hug me-.-
and i was stretching out my hands like some darn idiot waiting for him to come hug me,
as mummy kept asking him to
in the end i had to go to him and hug him -.-
and he bloody poked me!
D:

gawk, i have been slacking this whole weekend!
have not studied at all, and common tests are like a feel weeks away only?!
I FEEL SO WASTED !
darn.
anyw, i'm learning how to play Thunder by Boys like Girls on the guitar
HAHAHAHA
AWESOME, i feel so, so, achieved?
:D

daddy just told me after dinner that,
my run with mummy(5km)
is like next sunday!
i was likeeee OMG! :O
i havent been training/running since,
youth day -.-
and it was a pathetic around the neighbourhood!?
and i was panting like some pig after it.
screw shit, i'm gonna suffer,
i sure.

i wanna know what love is
serious.

{ SIXTYSENVEN }

2008-07-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

so here's the pics.
they're just reb and my camwhores for yesterday dear
:

both of us LOVE this pic!golden villageee

fresh profusionn
heh reb's bro joshua's hiding [:

Don't let me go, if you want me to make it right

{ SIXTYSIVE }

2008-07-26T22:01:00.003+08:00

today iz a funny day. :

xiaoqian's and moi conv:

Kiss kiss fall in love! (: says:
hey. guess what. wednesday i went back to naps. and i saw ms chiam, your english teacher last year. and then i asked her if she prefer the class that she's teaching now, 6 unity, or last tIme 6 respect? and then she was like" of course 6 respect la! i'm already used to them. rather teach them la, miss them quite a lot." something like that. and then she said that mr goh was worse,

Kiss kiss fall in love! (: says:
almost everytIme when he see her, he will be like omg i miss my 6 respect!! i want them to come back! this type of thing. lol. you should be honoured to be in their class.

Kiss kiss fall in love! (: says:
lol.
Krista wants Joy A Big Big Thing says:
LOLLOL!!
Krista wants Joy A Big Big Thing says:
HAHAAHAHAHAHHA!
Krista wants Joy A Big Big Thing says:
LMAO
Kiss kiss fall in love! (: says:
lol.
Krista wants Joy A Big Big Thing says:
hhahaha
Krista wants Joy A Big Big Thing says:
cant stand it
Krista wants Joy A Big Big Thing says:
so funny!
Krista wants Joy A Big Big Thing says:
hhaha
Kiss kiss fall in love! (: says:
yea kinda. but its true.

hahaha still think its funnay

and just now i let mummy see this joke on th RD book
she read another one and bursted out laughing.
she showed me, it said:
A very thrifty man was on his deathbed. His family gathered to share his final moments. "Wife, where are you?"
"I'm here, my darling,"she replied.
"Son, where are you?" he wheezed.
"And daughter, where are you?"
"I'm here, Dad, right by your side."
"OK," says the old man. "So if you're all here, why is the light on in the kitchen?"

then i looked at her, still holding my book, and said, " sounds like daddy."
and she replied," ya-hahahahahhahahaha!"
LOL DAMN FUNNY, and we were laughin allll the way:D

{ SIXTYFIVE }

2008-07-22T21:14:00.002+08:00

heh sorysorrysorry for not updating lately,
daddy&mummy aint allowing me to use the com only on fridays and saturdays canz :/
the rest are secretly used:D

anyway, found a awesome emo spot
and that would be outside my wondow, on the roof
reb came to my house on tuesday
and on wed, reb and xinyu came
and then reb the next day again
we sat one the roof each time
cool shitz

how the heck does samaul know my name?
like ystd on the bus, i was with reb
and he said," hi rebecca, and hi, krista "
lol and i was like o.O HOWW doess he knoww my name???
lol but so cool, he knows my name mann :D

the class was freakinggggg idiotic today
they were soo uncooperative
and it's ALL partly bcos of nasir!
SCREW HIS BLOODY BALLS! D:
conclusion:the school uniform isn't a good jacket.
-.-

no training tmr, awesome!
dont have to pick up/give balls to the bitch.
arghhh

kinda a happy day today, i guess :)
gonna sleep now
so goodnight!

Song of the Day: Tongue Tied by Faber Drive
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2m0wDCcABQk

it's been six days, six days,and nothing from you.
yes, we've talked on msn, once, during the past six days.
but where? where are your sms-es? i want them, i miss them.
i miss you.
yes, i really do.
so where did you go? what did you do? i really wanna know.
so please tell.
love,krista

couldn't believe my childish thoughts, that we were actually meant to be.

{ SIXTYFOUR }

2008-07-18T22:45:00.001+08:00

hahaha, miss coelho was so funny during art today
:)

later rushed to cityhall to meet zhiqiang
had to wait for him instead lol
i serious;y CANT STAND HIS HAIR LIKE OMG MANZ

anyw, went to funan first to find out the prices of Nikon D60 and D80
and that idiot kept on FORCING me to un-tuck my shirt,
which i refused too, cos i look darndarn stupid
so in the end, i did for a while
:/

later went to plaza sing,
and on the way there, heading towards cityhall station,
I SAW A FEW NAS GUYS! UPPER SEC!
i was like fucking panicking,
wait they think he's my boyf...(ew)
and one guy like saw me running away [!]
and later at plaza sing, saw fiona, jocelyn, liyeng, and celestine i think
ran away too lol
lucky was above them...
went to spotlight, to get my zips for my mission on sewing :D
he paid for me siol,
$8plus.lollollol

and we alse went to a shop near PS too :) (EXPENSIVE,i think)

made it in time to sim lim
and when he went to buy drinks, we passes by this shop
which was selling like sex stuff,
omg, i was like OMFG ion my head
state of shock.

the cams there are like waywaywaywayyyyy cheaper than the other places
hahaha, and i found out today,
that simlim was actually at little india
WOW.

mrt-ed back, and continued reading my awesomeawesome book again
AWESOME SHIT

training tmr morning...
DDD':
church also :l
bloody sian, training at dunman,8.30AM !!
stupid mr liu!
want me to die izit! _|_
screw his shit ass banana face. Bastard.

i feel like quiting.

what happened, baby?

{ SIXTYTHREE }

2008-07-16T19:09:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOODNESS.
1r2 switched class with 4r5
LIKE WHAT THE HELL

argh, 4th level allllll the way up -,-
1r3 better be next
it's so unfair
we have to go through this kinda torture, we're just sec ones :(
like what reb said LOL
so we like totally switch class glen's class luuh
me and reb seriously went CRAZY during assembly canz
what's gna happen to *!?!?
GAHHHZ
but the class was rather fine up in the sky though
was like super cooling and windy luh
ahahaha AND GOT AIRCON!

:D

was on for like lit and ipw,
and later when ong came to get jon for detention, he said turn off the sc
wth la stupid ong
hahaha but still cooling so whatthheck
(:

then bus-ed back with reb and *

so today is mummy's birthday,
heh will be going out for dinner later :)

Girls; stop making your boyfriend the most important aspect of your life. It’s terrible, because so many girls are ditching their best friends to hang out with their boyfriends 24/7. Sure, you love him. But who was there when he forgot to call? Whose shoulder was always there for you to cry on? Whose ear was always there to listen? Boyfriends are fun, but you need your best friend.

why did i do that?

{ SIXTYTWO }

2008-07-15T23:30:00.001+08:00

1. mindedge on satuday

2. mindedge on sunday
3. swimming at bayshore

4. rebecca's house on monday

5. rebecca's house today for cookie baking

made mummy's bday cookies alrdy,cos her bday's tmr!
:)

feeling really slack lately la
it's like i wanted to study today and ystd,
BUT,
i went to reb's house instead
ARGH
i feel so disappointed with myself..

):

sigh
i'm so upset.

i've decided, i'm never gonna be the lamppost ever again

{ SIXTYONE }

2008-07-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

went to tekong today, cos brother's enlisted
had to run all the way from class to the car after eng
hahaha
THE GUYS THERE ARE HOT
but they all look the same though
all botak one =PPP
lol but those with hair and are like our 'guides' are not bad:D
but they all look at me like never see girl before liddat
LOL

the place looked MUCHMUCH better than what i thought it would be
the mattress is like 10cm
and daddy was all jealous, cos last time, it was only 1 inch o.o
and now they have this room where they can go chill and hang out together
and in there, there is like a pool table, that soccer table thingy, two tvs, and stuff
shiok mann

and the food there is great :)

okayyyy i forgotten about everything i wanted to blog 'bout :/

and i think im missing brother alrdy.. ):
but i still can't imagine him botak, and in the uniform with that funny looking furry hat
and doing the tough training

goodbye my brotherrrrrr

{ SIXTY }

2008-07-09T23:07:00.005+08:00

rebecca realised she was so mean to me ):
what took her so long!

i love you always bestie

{ FIFTYNINE }

2008-07-07T23:36:00.001+08:00

haha, ALMOST overslept today la
had to meet reb at bedok arnd 12 plus
and while both of us were getting ready,

R: haha can we meet later? i need to get ready.
K: haha why you take so long to get ready? ohya, for *. haha i need to also. BUT FOR THE HOT GUYS! :)

and met *, he was so blur la can -.-
dunno how to say, but he just was, no i mean, IS
:)

they were holding hands
and
HAHAHAHA there i go laughing my ass off

[edited by request of rebecca]

so before we went to watch hancock,
we went to starbucks to chill
cos we were fucking sick of walking around the same damn area, same floor, round&round..
ZZZZZ
he was damn sweet to reb
I JEALOUS OLRDY, HEAR THAT!

so,
CINEMA,
REBECCA TAN RUI YI
FREAKING
SPILLED THE
POPCORN ON ME!
D:< !@%*&%**&)&^$)!^%%*&
and hey, i really liked what i was wearing OKAYY
and it went into my pants,bloodyhell
kaboom to you, rebecca

REBECCA,MOST OF THE THINGS YOU'VE ASKED ME TO BLOG 'BOUT, I'VE FORGOTTEN! :P

and later, weida fucking sms-ed me saying like i've made a big mistake going out with my fren. cos zhiqiang, like wanted to surprise me with a discount for a pro cam.
and i didnt come.
which like pissed his fren off.
and he had to do lotsa stuff to please him...
walao, my heart broke into million pieces siollll
D':

ohyeah, i found this bag in mummy's wadrobe, it like freaking nice,
like a messanger bag sort
BRAND: POLO RALPH LAUREN [!]
so i asked mummy if i could use that bag to go out she said ok,
she didnt really know which bag im talking abt lol and when i got back, i showed her the bag and she was like, ooooh that bag, haha i knew you would like that bag now that's why i wanted to put it in your room,but you found it first.
LOL
i betcha jealous:DDDDDDD

WAHAHAHAHA

finally,you've returned

{ FIFTYEIGHT }

2008-07-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

sigh,mindedege today
life without mindedge is so great i'll say
daddy said i could only go out tmr if i finish, 2 maths assesment paper, hand up before 10pm,
and get above 80 marks
wthhhhhh
and i had mindedge which takes up ALMOST my whole darn afternoon,
was so pissed
but im fine now

was pissed with mummy after dinner
she kept on saying i sleep late
but whattheheck, so what if i sleep late?
i mean its not like i die in school or sleep in class right
and this whole conv started cos she asked me if i look forward to going to mind edge
and i said depends,cos sometimes i tired then dont feel like going lo
but by tired i mean siansian

so i've done my 2 damned papers
and oohyeah
* isnt replying me on msn...
sigh

im so upset

):

Rebecca sent me this song,i love it now. watch the lyrics,it's the best-est :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMIY__Ydrq8&feature=related

Everything i need is You

{ FIFTYSEVEN }

2008-07-05T23:51:00.005+08:00

adriel's partayyyee
haha he and kristin so cute canz
they were holding hands and running,and jumping around
HAHA
anyw,loved his bday candle
so awesome[:

service was so nice today
but screw my cramps/stomach pains :E
service was abt, er, sexual stuff, like BGR and sex???
ok wierd but i found it interesting-.-
and btw, im not horny mind you
hahaha
sigh,

so later, went out with the usuals to koufu
and fuck
im was so totally indulging can
i fu*king ate this EXPENSIVE yogurt
cos i decided not to eat dinner
and then i got so god damn tempted,
so i bought this GIGANTIC bowl of horfun
which is actually the standard size?
and a few mouth fulls later, I WAS FULL
WTF
and later, i bought another cup of yogurt
i fuckin cant believe myself...

i feel so fat
im gna get fat
im get fat.i havent exercise for a long time.im gna get fat.i eat too much. im gna get fat.i didnt run at all during june.im gna get fat.i have no control over myself.IM GNA GET FAT BITCH!

so later, went to skygarden and played catching
awesome fun!
haha,my ideaaaa:D:D
so funny, we were all running like crazy
hahaha

haha and we,me, clarisse, kiah, wenyi walked from suntec to city link BAREFOOTED!
and like 2/3 bunch of ppl like 'complimented' us? LOL
and thaddeus was so funny, three was this slimming thing, like a roadshow or whatev,
they were like doing this like spinning the wheel thing, and the speaker was like:
come and spin the wheel! women only! *thaddeus goes and touch the wheel* and are you a woman?! only pure woman can spin! are you a woman or a guy!
lol smth liddat. and it was damn funny i tell ya! HAHA
all of us were laughing like shit laaaa

i think i can forget about my run tmr morning...

this song's real nice,though i have never heard of the singer before:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3onY5ruOUs

wenyi's static-ed hair!

hahaha! samuel was wearing clarisse's shades.his voice so cute laaa.heh

we thought it was raining from inside,seriously.but it was this stupid bus's engine prob. -.-

the awesome candle[:

is this just an infatuation,or is this true love,baby?

{ FIFTYSIX }

2008-07-05T01:20:00.002+08:00

Dear daisy, you're trampled upon,
nobody cares, neither do they bother?
weed you may, you're beautiful, in the inside
where did your water go?
the one that keeps you alive,
the all that you need?
it's gone i know, you're missing,
you're dying
what's gonna happen to you?
nobody cares, they don't understand,
the pain.

You are my water, i am your daisy
what's gonna happen to me?
you come and go,
and the pain follows
break my heart quick if you want to,
but do it quick,
so it'll hurt less
i may be an illusion, i don't know
but i know,
that i need you
maybe i'm wrong, maybe i'm not
i've shed tears, for you
and have you?
i told myself,
cry no more
but i don't think i can promise myself that
a tear shed is a tear cried in vain
am i in a dream,
is this reality?
i want you right by me side,
sometimes it's just a hallucination
that's all i've got of you
i'm never gonna have you
chyeah.

{ FIFTYFOUR }

2008-07-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

whytheshitz am i eating chocolate now
im like so gna get fat i swear
i've been eating and eating and eating and eating so much today...
sigh.

so today's e-learning was kinda fun i guess
even though i was somewhat pissed at that time
gah.anyway,
THANKS XINYU FOR HISTORY'S ANSWER ! [:

reb was spose to come
but i was real tired,
watched tv for almost the whole day
and slept for a while
needed my beauty sleep you see(:

sigh.

i need faith god, give me faith.

{ FIFTYTHREE }

2008-07-03T23:56:00.001+08:00

Recess.
XY: rebecca's angry.
K: duh i know. she kept beating me for no reason.
XY: ... she drank all me drink for no reasonn.. *blinkblink?*
LAUGHS..

Rebecca Emo in Class.
R:I feel like dumping myself into the dustbin.
K: need any help?

rebecca tan the crazy woman went pycho today during el
like seriously, she was scaring the shitzx out of me can
she was like BEATING and SCREAMING and SQUEEZING and VANDALISING
gah.so scary of her
=freaky becky

reb's house todayy
she was real upset laaaaaa
sigh.
emo almost most of the time??
spose to go to the beach actually but decided not too.
darn not enough time

had stomach cramps and body aches like almost the whole day.
ouchs.

e-learning tmrr, somewhat excited???
but crapz, no schedule of the subjects and stuff
whatthheckkk

kays gtg so goodnight and love you

will my dreams ever become realities?

{ FIFTYTWO }

2008-07-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

sigh.
was emo today
pretty much nobody bothered about me
it's like i'm just this little rag doll, on the floor
everybody isnt free today, how great..

Song in mind: Warwick Avenue by Duffy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhZ5-L9znt8

right, gotta sleep now, before daddy comes in yakking again..

I'm leaving you for the last time. You said you're loving but you don't love me, i want to be free, baby, you've heard me

{ FIFTYONE }

2008-07-02T22:45:00.003+08:00

why do i always have to be the one running back?
it's unfair, i don't receive back in return what i helped you
don't you care?
nobody ever runs back to me
nobody wants me
if not they would have tried to find a way to put me there

did you even realize what you did hurts?

{ FIFTY }

2008-07-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

dad just fucking slapped me twice
BECOZ I LIED
that i put all my contacts into my new sim card and that i already am using it
TWICE.lied twice bout it
he slapped me on thw SAME cheek two fucking times
even brent thinks he unreasonable )":
I'M SO PISSED
now i don't even have the freaking card
DAD:*throw card near th dustbin* ^finally stopped shouting^
ME:*walks out and pick the card up*
DAD: DON'T PICK UP THE CARD!
ME:^still picks it up^ I WANT TO USE IT!!
DAD:*glares*
MUM:come gimme the card(not angry tone) [wasnt angry anyway,]
ME: *gives card to mummy*

SUCK COCK LA!

{ FORTYNINE }

2008-07-01T19:30:00.000+08:00

monday cycled to starbucks and macs with R when she came over to chill
awesome expensive coffee and fatty burgerz
lol the cashier at siglap macs said 'nice t-shirt' to me,and i was wearing my 'Is it hot in here,or is it just me' t-shirt
was that suppose to be a compliment or what.heckwhocares. i was flattered

so today was Gelare with R.
school sucks i think
life sucks as the new v-chairman.
Everybody is like freaking putting me in the spot.
Everybody.
whattheshit
I'm not perfect.nobody is so stop it
And shut up about your shit c******.
i don't know what your damn shit is,but shut it
it'll save the world and go to great heights.

Played truth or dare the the guys and caro during ccm
had to do 7/8 pushups(girl)
wth,so embaressing can

anybody who bothers me will get kicked

{ FORTYEIGHT }

2008-06-29T23:14:00.001+08:00

KABANGZ

main service todayy:D no mindedge.awesome ballz
couldnt hang out with the clique cos i hadda leave early to meet jasper and jiakang
went for tapestry 3, to see Rachel sing!
i think i wasted my goddamn 10bunnies
rachel was fucking blocked be some bitch for the first song,and the second song
only at the third song can we see her sad face

yeah the fun part was after the concert laaaah
had R alll to myself{:
the rain ruined all our(hers actually) plans
but it helped mine:D
sigh.
she wanted to go to starbucks
but goddamn it was closed-.-
they should make starbucks open 24/7 or smth, like macs
and we went back to the venue like how many times!:D
so R dragged me 1000km away from the concert hall, to find some place to eat
and fuck my flats canz
had to buy this stupid pack of plasers bitch
like 5 fucking plasters on my leg-.-
went to some hawker centre place where i very fondly remember daddy taking us all there(:
and brent and his friends were all there
hahaha
and glen lee and his friends were like fucking smoking in front of me and R at some shelter place on our way there
fucking scared la
and somemore the journey there was like freaking dark

kayz it was either i sleep over at R's house os she sleep over at mine
BUT don't know what was wrong with her mum, she didnt allow either.WTF
cheat my feelings la!
so her dad pick me up and sent us home
theend

( I'm happy today!:D )

You make me wanna fly high

{ FORTYSEVEN }

2008-06-28T23:33:00.002+08:00

i went to cut my hairrrrrrrr
and it sucksssssssss
the hairdresser remembered me! and charged me more, cos my hair was very hard to cut! BITCH.
at first she cut my hair, like trim it?
then it was reeeally short. like arnd my brows there
fucking ugly can
so i just told her to cut it all straight
(not much of a difference you see)
so yeah it sucks EVEN MORE
im NOT gna post a pic of myself.FULLSTOP.

mummy's face got stung by a jellyfish in the morning! at ecp!
hahahaah! when i came down for breakfast, daddy asked me if mummy's face got any diff
like redder or not?
then he told me
but mummy got an injection alrdy, so she's fine(:
and the injection made her sleep for the wholeee day.lol

went to tm, cos mummy wanted to see the starhub thingything
she wanted to get a phone there
and usually she uses those type of palm type of phone like organiser sort
not those normal keypad type which we ppl use
so there's this i-mac phone which my mum like
and this samsung phone, which is ok.(daddy kinda likes it la)
and basically,they were argueing over which phone to get.
and they were like 'shouting' loudly in TM,in public!
WTF, so embarressing can.
everybody was staring.and i didnt know who my parents were.
sigh.
all's fine now,i hope.

awesome quote,just wanted to share it with the world[:

Don't cry for a guy;
let a guy cry for you
Because firls give and forgive,
but guys get and forget
-Brooke Davis

It turns out, you can't save people from themselves

{ FORTYSIX }

2008-06-27T22:19:00.003+08:00

( I FEEL LIKE CUTTING BANGS! )
( I WANNA MAKE AN LIFEJOURNAL ACCOUNT! )
so lazy to blog nowadays
and daddy says i can only use the computer on friday and saturdays
wants me to be studying every other days WTF

rebecca came over today
both of us are emo today
same reason,
she's gonna come over one day, and we're gna sit on th roof outside my window to watch the sunset and emo ):
how ever so awesome
sigh.
im so depressed
guys are bitches.
REBECCA,CHEER UP!

GUYS ARE
bitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitches
bitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitchesbitches

sighsighsighsigh.somebodycheermeup.butfuck,nobody's gna read this crap.i swear.

I'm so tired of fighting for all the people that i care about. So if you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there

{ FORTYFIVE }

2008-06-25T18:12:00.002+08:00

reallyreally lazy lately lately, but i gotta blog so here.

Sunday

went shopping, didnt buy much still *SOBS**seriously sobbing.*
brother went to meet up with his friend who was in osaka too, so it was just me,mummy,daddy&kristin
ah i don't know what elsee

Monday

went to walk around our motel/hotel whatever there
went to this street and daddy and brother said, that at night this place is damn dangerous, cos all the homeless and perverted come here o.O
vomited in the plane :/ stupid vantage point, so many flashbacks.make me so giddyyyy

Tuesday

did'nt go to school!:D
had a hard time bugging mummy to not let me go. daddy agreed but i went stupid and told mummy and she said no. -.- but when back in s'pore, she said ok, cos i wasnt feeling well(vomited in plane) brother was complaining, cos it was just airsickness HAHAHA! loserz
rachel came, blowing bubbles and all with kristinz:D

{ FORTYFOUR }

2008-06-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

haha went to this aquarium thing, wasnt really an AQUARIUM, cos there were like otters, and dolphins
dont tell me they're fishes?
took lotsalotsa pictures!
bea-youuu-yee-ful! :D
haha then we sat the ferris wheel there
haha it's like better than the stoopid singapore flyer
theres a private cabin for you
no little kids running and screming.
you can take pictures anywhere you want, dont need to wait for ppl to piss off.
shiok la

we're gna go shopping tmrr! :D
haha like this whole trip, we never really bought much thing, mummyand me bought this awesome necklace, damn nice, we're gna share it(:
got some real cute stuff for my babes. im sure they're gna love it(:
mummy bought some clothes today, 2
and i think i've benn a really goo girl, like wait i would usually just get, i would actually think if i would wear/use it.
sigh, i rock la
ok gtg noww, if not i'll be in troubleeeee ):

{ FORTYTHREE }

2008-06-21T22:29:00.002+08:00

heh havent been blogging lately, cos mummy isnt allowing me to use the com):
so here i am, blogging now. (:
gona be in point from, cos you dont want your eyes to die right?(:

Thursday

took a longlong train from kyoto to osaka
went shopping at this street, like real crowded can? awesome.
didnt buy much, cos mummy watas like denying everything i want can? argh.
we took neos, cool ballzsx. turned out pretty nice and successful haha!
ate crepe or whatev it's called later, freaking nice! :D
we only shop like only a PART of the longlonglonglong street): p.s.:and didnt buy anything..

Friday

WENT TO UNIVERSAL STUDIO!
hahaha awesome rides there mann! hah, bet ya jealoussss =PP
halfway through it rained,damn it.
brother and i sat the roller coaster, those huge ones(: haha! was screaming my stupidhead off, and i wouldnt let go off the handle,(i was holding it darn tight) my legs were like stuck to the bottom of the chair, wouldnt let go! haha but overrall, awesome:D

{ FORTYTWO }

2008-06-17T22:55:00.002+08:00

haha not gonna blog about today
cos i kinda forgot
but kristin's been real cute, and naughty!
rah
hahaha! she lovessss me!
ok, i was lying on the bed, near the door there, playing brother's psp
and suddenly, she comes in, tap my back, take a plastic bag,and runs out screaming
lol wth she likes to annoy me too much
like this and such
hahahhhhhh
and then, the next one, i was playing psp again, and she comes along,
kiss my sleeve there, and run away. again
hahahah!
and she suddenly comes and kiss me, the next time round
hahaha!
hahaha
I LOVE KRISTIN! :D

ohmygod.my hands are freakin itching to spend money can
like there's so many billion trillion nice shops here
and mummy, is like just letting me:
LOOK,SEE PRICE,TOO EXPENSIVE?, LET'S GET TH HELL OUTTA HERE
whatthfuck
and its not like there's alot of those stuff in singapore right
wth man
was so so pissed la
arck

and i miss you like crazy,
i wanting my to talk to you,
but you're never here
could it be?
oh no never will
you won't fall for me
hell yeah
shit.
i miss you.

I MISS you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you.
and like hell i do.

if only you were here, with me, right by my side

{ FORTYONE }

2008-06-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

AWESOMEZNEZZ. I am in japan NOW!
haha we are like staying in this ultra nice place
it's like really homely,with jap style
and im like using daddy's laptop　here
but today was basically, travellig la
when we got off the plane it was alrdy 4+
and we had to tack a damned 2hr long bus ride
but hey, the people here are seriously friendly laaaaaa
cos aft we got off the 2hr ride, we had to take another bus, which was the public one
we didnt know how to take the bus, how to pay and shitz
so daddy asked around
and like they all helped immediatly la
like around 3 people helped him, just in the bus
one was how to pay and stuff, another.
and the other was to give change HAH!
and the other was the best, she was like telling daddy where to go and what stop to stop.
she even asked th driver to tell us when to get off
awesome la

yeah and after we got to the stop
we didnt know how to walk to the hotel
and there was this guy who offered to walk us to the motel.
cos we dunno, and its kinda farrr
yeah ok gtg, brother dear is nagging for me to stop using the com and go to sleep
so toodles

i miss you

{ FORTY }

2008-06-15T23:58:00.003+08:00

lolz, my wholeeeee house is asleep, EXCEPT ME!
well im suppose to
gta wake up at like 5.45am
to get to the airport to japan!
8hours flight, SIA
WHOOOOO!!
i love long flight. *grins widely*
but yeah so i won't be in singapore 'till like 23rd june
and i have to go to school the next day
gawddamnit
YEAH, and i have NOT done the damn english webquest shit yet!
ARGH

i may blog while i'm in japan,with dady's lappy

i will miss you,really

{ THIRTYNINE }

2008-06-14T23:30:00.002+08:00

Everybody's feeling so down and out of love lately
Everybody's looking for a shoulder to lie on
And a soulmate to cling on to
We wonder if the person will always be there, to care,to lie on, and to love
Everyone's wondering, if true love is ever true
All we need is a sign, from God,
that it happens
We try to believe that it does, but it's too hard;
to even try

{ THIRTYEIGHT }

2008-06-14T20:47:00.000+08:00

xuanlin, jacquelyn and clara came over to do the history project
clara came later than the rest
and caro couldnt come
yeah we ended up not doing anything
like what happened when the other babes came for science
argh

yeah and daddy came back from america today(:
he bought me a book, which i had borrowed from the library before HAHA!
and some new earpieces
and a cross necklace!
THANK YOU DADDY! :D
MUACKS!!<3
like it lotsa(:
its like sterling silver la! [:
and gosh, tmr's daddy's day!
and i havent made anything for him yet!
SHITZZZ
but i have to like finish up some homework
and i havta pack!
ohmyfaggotz.

{ THIRTYSEVEN }

2008-06-13T22:54:00.001+08:00

parkway with siti.
waited for her at marine parade library hile she went home to get th *
met up with rachel, sarah and lucia! :D (coincidentally)
went to library to wait for siti with me, and cam-whored
cos lucia's tution was like canceled?
camwohored lotsa with rachy's cam
waited and waited
siti didnt turn up
didnt answer my calls
didnt reply my messages
pretty much ruined my day
yeah so went back to ****
and treated rachel&lu to starbucks
gosh their the greatest edible things ever
later went to some playground opp MP library
hahahaha bloody fun
we were like swinging and bitching about people un-awaringly
hahahahhahahaha
later went to thier house to chill
and later went for tution
the end.
gosh im feeling hell lazy

p.s.: I SAW *ZXS!!!!!!:D:D:D:D::D:D:D ZZZOMGGG

screw bananas, daddy's coming back tmr
AND i have'nt touch any of his maths hw
F*CK
help me, you behbeh

i'm not sure if you even feel the same

{ THIRTYSIX }

2008-06-13T02:56:00.001+08:00

Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org.

OMG WATCH THIS VIDEO!
IT'S SO FUCKING CRUEL!
THOSE PEOPLE IN CHINA ARE SO MOTHERUCKING FUCKED UP!!
GO TO HELL BASTARDS!
HAVE YOU NO COMPASSION FOR POOR INNOCENT LITTLE ANIMALS?!?!
IF I WERE TO BE A GIANT!
I WOULD FUCKING DO THAT SHIT TO YOU!!
GO TO HELL YOU CHINA PEOPLE!
ALL OF YOU!!
YOUR MIND IS POLLUTED!
POLLUTED WITH GREED! FOR MONEY!
TOO GREEDY FOR YOUR MIND TO EVEN BE CONCIOUS OF THE LIVES YOU ARE TAKING!
GOD SHOULDNT LOVE YOU!!
YOU HAVE SINNED TOO BAD THAT EVEN YOUR LIFE CAN NEVER FUCKING REPAY DOES POOR ANIMALS!
FEEL FOR THEM! FOR GOODNESS HEAVEN'S SAKE!
FOR THE ANIMALS SAKE!
THEIR PAIN!!!!!!
WOULD YOU FUCKING LIKE ME TO DO THAT TO YOU?!?!?1
OH I SERIOUSLY WOULDNT FUCKING MIND!
YOU FUCKED UP LITTLE DICKS!
I'LL FUCKING CUT THAT OFF IF I GET NEAR YOU!!!!
I SWEAR I FUCKING WILL!!!!
I DON'T CARE IF I FUCKING DIE FOR DOING THAT, BUT FOR THE ANIMALS, YES! I AM WILLING TO!

AMERICANS ARE CRAZY PYCHO GREEDY PEOPLE TOO!
ALL THEY WANT ARE MATERIAL GOODS!
IN FACT, ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO BUY ANIMAL SKIN GOODS OUGHT TO DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH, AND GO TO HELL
WITH BULLDOZERS SHOVED IN TO THEIR ASSES AND SKINNED AT HE SAME TIME!!!!!
FUCK YOU BITCHES!!
STOP FUCKING BUYING ANIMAL SKIN/WHATEVER PART OF THEM GOODS!!!!!!
OR I'LL GET REALLY VIOLENT AND CUT YOUR DICKS/BOOBIES OFF!!!!
I MEAN IT!!!!!
SAVE DOES POOR ANIMAL'S SOULS!!!!
SET THEM FREE!!!
LET THEM SEE THE LIGHT IN A MORE HEAVENLY WAY!!!!!
OMG! FUCKING GET THAT IN YOUR FUCKED UP LIL' HEADS!!!
MOTHER FUCKING CHINA PEOPLE WHO KILLS POOR ANIMALS FOR MONEY!!!
GO DIEEE!!!!
GGRRRRRR!!!!!!

{ THIRTYFIVE }

2008-06-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

brena, rebecca, xinyu,carolyn came to my house todayyy
for the darn science project
lol i thought we could finish it all
but hey guess what, we didnt do a singl shitz! GAHAHAHAH!.. so not farnay
so they, decided to do it in parts instead
but ROAR, im not gna do! :D
cuz i'll be in japan, enjoying the crap there, or perhaps doing my homework ):

WAHAHAHHAHA FOR SCIENCE FOR MEEEEE! :D:D:D

carolyn left early ):
but before the rest went home,
we were sitting on the sofa and watchin' tv and playing with baby sissy(:
and sissy was like in love with brena! dont ove me anymoreeee! DDDDD:
and sissy was laughing like some crazy banana that she is, and i copied her, right in her face
and xinyu and reb were laughingtheirassoff, and shouting, LIKE ZIZTER LIKE ZIZTER! AHAHAHAHHA!
zzzzzz-.-

whoo! im geting super high and bouncy while talking to brent
he is being so so crazy!
BWAHAHAHHA!
omgggg

shitz spose to do my hw, and crap bananas, I DIDNT!
instead, i end up talking to brent, and at friendster
OMGGGGGZXZXZ
fuckballs

anyway, i've decided to change my msn display name type
like what i write on it
dear reyrey, told me that i should change my display name to something that always stays there,
like so ppl will know that its me when i come online
something like that.i forgot exactly what he said. =P heh.
chyeah

oohboy, the feeling's back
i'm getting high, on heroine, you
you make me so hot
but yet,i'm gonna fall
i miss you, and i wanna see you
and maybe, i will

your tears don't fall, it'll crash around me

OMFG!

{ THIRYFOUR }

2008-06-11T18:42:00.000+08:00

haha! my dear baby cousin just came to my house!
and my sis, about the same age as him( 2 going 3) kissed him!
like really kiss, on the lips! gosh, she's so sweet la ahahahaha!
and baby cousin was reeea shy today
sissy kept asking him to sit on her toy car with her, but he didnt wanna
and sissy cried so badd! DDD:
awwww

screw myself, i havent done ANY of my homework till now
fuck it

{ THIRTYTHREE }

2008-06-11T16:43:00.000+08:00

i'm really sorry for not updating recently, yeah but i wanted to
i feel so god damn guilty
i'm suppose to fininsh every single shit of my homeork by this week
'cause i'm like going backpacking in japan next week
but i havent started on A SINGLE THING
whatthfish manz
my math asessments that daddy bought or me, are like partially untouched
how mthr fcking shit ass is that?
and whatmore, projects are not done, so are tution homeworks
fuck training, it takes up like my whole loser dayz
i havnt even gone shopping during this whole holiday
like not officially
i feel so screwed
i feel like a fucking loser
nobody even cares about this god damn blog of mine
maybe i should just delete it
i doubt anybody would even realized
it's like i'm feeling so desperate now
i want so many things in y life which seems so impossible to get, so far

i want contacts. [but mummy says it isnt good, and refuses to get any for me]
i want photshop [but im afraid to download the damn thing, cos im afraid i may download some virus and get into trouble]
i want a new room makeoveror at least a new bed [but mummy&daddy doesnt allow, cos they just changed my table and wadrobe to match my bed recently.] <>
i want a new handphone [ but daddy says i dont deserve it]
i want skinis [ but mummy says i got enough jeans, but i only wear 2 of them.which are my skinnies]
i wanna be a great freind [but i guess im just a bitch]
i wanna get a pro-camera [but daddy&mummy wouldnt even consider]
i want a poloroid camera of my pwn [but we already have one, but mummy&daddy wont let me use it. andit doesnt look nice anyway, the camera]
i wanna have havanais [but mumy says their too expensive]
i wanna get big,femine handbags [but mummy says i have enough bags.]
i want shades [but fuck my glasses]
i wana accomplish all my homework [but i keep on getting distracted]
i wanna be cool [but im a loser]
i wanna take photos [but i hate my family camera]
i wanna create a lifejournal account [but im afraid dont know how t use it]
i wanna have you [but you dont seem to want me]

i will live to love you, to bring you praise

{ THIRTYTWO }

2008-06-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

ENGAGE! 08' !!! :D:D:D

today was pretty shit ass boring.
had servic es like 2? i dunno seems like, well pstor benjamin talked like twice la. so yeah
and the rest was all like abt level meetings and DGs
diao.damn sian.
we had to like write like our time table for the holidays.like what we do and stuffs
and teacher jay and coach E were like shocked at my training schedule. ( cos it practically takes almost ALL of my holidays?! ) yeahyeah
i was like damn sian la.
and pastor benjamin's sermon isnt something you would listen and be wide awake still...
cos it would put you to sleep !! GRRR
was freaking cold i swear.
like ohmygoodness la
at least ivan lend abi his jacket.
then i so poor thing shivering down there. ))))`:

so anywaysssss, thee was an annointing service afterwards.
and it was raining and all
lolzxs. the first round i was annointed was by coach jason.
lol like nothing happen siaaa. didnt even really notice what his saying and hell. his breath stinks !!
no offence to anyone or whatev. but seriously luhh
second time was by pastor benjamin.
wah he do damn funny, cos everybody was in rows.and he just walk by everyone,puts his hands on their head and says," BE HEALED THIS INSTANCE" and plop goes the person.
damn funny la, to me

are you trying to point it to me?
are you talking about me?
well it really hurts.
i don't like being hurt, who does?
but yet you make me so happy, so glee.
and oh gee, i hate it.
i really hope you don't avoid me or whatsoever.
'cause, i miss you.

i believe you're more than enough for me

{ THIRTYONE }

2008-06-04T23:35:00.001+08:00

suppose to go out with to orchard with siti.
but she was grounded. and didnt tell me, didnt answer my calls, neither did she reply my sms-es
but all's fine now.so don't worry peeps.
yeah so ended up going for training instead.

talking with the awfully whacky abigail on the phone noww.
LOL.

okay gotta sleep sooooon.
there's Engage! o8' tomorrow. so YAYYYYYY !!! :D:D:D
and i have no shit idea what to wear.
ass it, no FBTs.... ))))))))`:

i hope i get over you, i really do.hopefully, but perhaps.
it sucks missing you, or somebody.but yet sometimes, it's a guilty pleasure.
it breaks my heart when you take so long to reply my messages.
i hate you and your darn excuses.are they even real?
you don't raelly care 'bout me do you? i doubt you will anyway.
and your messages are so short! your boring, but yet i like you.
get outta my head.outta my mind.mybrain.my eyes.my ears.
i dont want you anywhere near me.it's impossible;never will happen anyway.
'cause it hurts.bad
i cant help but love you.
but i hope everything will end soon.soon.

i don't wanna find you

{ THIRTY }

2008-06-03T21:56:00.007+08:00

Saturday...

went to atch Narnia Prince Caspian with Zhiqiang, Weida, Lijie and aunt. cos stayed with them at M hotel
met mumydaddykristin to go sit the SingaporeFlyer. was a free ride cos, it was daddy's company anniversary.

went for fish spa( stick your legs into this pool of fishies, and they'll eat ur deadskin ), gosh, it was fucking tickklelish !! i was like squirming almost most of the time. like seriousl. and everybody was laughing and staring at me. LOL. but it was ok, and the fishies were totaly addicted to mummy's feet luuuh

Sunday...

went for mindedge.the usual.
Parkway i went with mummykristin&auntie. and kristin was watching baby looney toons live! how awesome [: and i went shopping with mummy while she watched.even better eh.

Monday...

had training...

Tuesday...

slacking for practically THE WHOLE DAYYY. wanted to do my hw, but kinda unsuccessful i guess.. HEEE =PPPPP

get the shit over it, me bitch

{ TWENTYNINE }

2008-05-28T23:20:00.001+08:00

ok yst went for jane's chalet!
DAMN FUN OK I TELL YA! me jocelyn and jane, just us
celestine was suppose to come, but last minute cannot.. ):
we were crapping like some insane booboo bananas LOL
but yeah it was great luh, dunno how to describe! :D
JUST AWESOME!!
haha, so we met some of jane's friends. coincidentally.
they were guys. and they were ***
censored in case they myteriously find out. and OMG
yeah, like midnight arnd there, we went to watch movie
me and jocelyn didnt quite want to, lol. cos we were abit tired alrdy
but jane say must go so we go wahahahahaha
we ended up watching indiana jones and the crystal skull shit
whatever the darn title is lol
at first we didnt know what movie to watch
and the guys were like asking us to wtach conkat whatever th title is again
and mind you, that is a HORROR movie...
yeah i kinda was th only one who didnt want to.. :/
lol. but anyw, we didnt watch it.
THANK GOD. i would be screaming my head off for th whole bloody show!!

had breakfast with the guys in a way
and had training later.
didnt bring ANYTHING for training. NOTHING AT ALL.
and i wouldnt be able to make it in time if i went back home
so jane went home and also to meet celestine
while i went to jocelyn's house, with her of course.
so she ended up lending me her jersey, shoes
and jane lended me her socks
THANKS YOU GUYS!
and sorry too, cause make your all so ma fan cos of me.. :/:/
SORRY&THANKS!

so yeah training was alright(:
so the end goodnight&goodbye(:

you mean the world to me

{ TWENTYEIGHT }

2008-05-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

hahaha today i seriously overslept, but thanks god my mum called
not really to wake me up, more of to take a photo for my passport lol
slept at like 3+ last night, 'cause i was reading my book(:
and i was abit sian at 2, and i just went to do sit ups for some reeally weird reason LOL
did like 50 situps hehehe
yeah so training was good, at yuying lol
and celestine says that JL might train me, cos im quite good(:
hahaha so happy luh okay
i mean that means a chance to get into the main team, like what i wanted
it seriously sucks not being in the main team, and JLS totally ignores you.
it makes you feel like a nobody. really

and later went to white sands macs to eat dinner with vasnessa, sweekee, jolene and kelly
lol kelly and jolene was like sucking up curry sauce
digusting like hell. and I was digusted like hell

lol tmr gonna go sleep over at costa sands chalet with celestine, jocelyn and jane(:
so excited luh can! :D:D
hahahaha

currently watching Harold and Kumar.
its damn funny, and extremely vulgar too. but nice!
hahahaha

{ TWENTYSIX }

2008-05-25T23:16:00.006+08:00

ok shall blog about THE ZONE 08` yesterday
cause that is totally th main event! :D
yeah ok, carolyn couldn't make it
cause she said her parents don't allow, 'cause it's too late and all
so i had one extraaaa ticket, was seriously panicking how to get rid of it. LAUGHS
yeah so met ivan, his friend and abigail at expo station at like what, 3.30?

the arrangement they did this year as in th seating and all, was weird
i thing they were trying to make everything more organized or something
yeah but the thing was that those people in front had to seat on th floor
yes no seats. but we got a good view at least
and my throat was better, thank god
ohyaaa, like before th concert, they were showing slides on th screen and one said this,
" Unauthorised durians will be escorted backstage"
and there was this no durians picture.
DAMN CUTE CAN! laughsss

all of our bags were like stacked into a huge pile so as to get more space,and i had to drink
and when i came back this 3 guys were like standing at MY space
and i was like 'whatthfuck?!'
i mean crapass, that's where I was standing
yeah and i was damn pissed, and i showed it, later they realized, and 2 guys left, but th other stupid one didn't realise that i was pissedd. the other 2 guys told him to go, but he was like 'huh whyyy?'
and i was like ' AHEM' lol
and yeah he was like some crazyyyy wacko guy, serious.
when he jusp he was like wobbling and all, and ALL of us were laughing at him
if im not wrong, at some point of time, his elbow whacked abigail in her face or something.
LAUGHS. she was like getting elbowed by me too. LOL. like twice?!
and like hell, my throat hurts ALOTT
towards th ending, like after th sermon, i felt like i got no voice like that manzxs
so it was quite uncomfortable la. STUPID THROAT!
and i couldnt really feel god, like i was pretty stone lol tired already luh haha
& i cried like once at the beginning of the concert. heee
ohyes, ps benjamin was like wearing this uber-weird jacket
i think he look like some kind of robot lol.
th jacket was those type of plasticplastic material, rather reflective. like act young buai young sia LOL

yeah and the guitarist, the one playing the bass i think.
at the left side of th stage i think if you're standing on it, and facing th audience
IS SUPER HOT!
so is Joe Housten, seriously man
hahahahaha, soo hot!<3 style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">wanted to camwhore with her, but she didnt want to. so here' s what you've got of my dearest abigail(:

we were bored, so what do you expect? [:

these were taken secretly, 'cause no pictures/videos were suppose to be taken. but what do you expect?! it's hillsong for goodness sake! was so paiseh though, felt like was gonna get caught anytime.. :*)

{ TWENTYFIVE }

2008-05-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

i hate it when i am sleeping and ppl keep on sms-ing and calling me
when im sleeping so darn soundly
yeah and thats what happened this morning

had a really bad sore throat
all because of th stupid orange juice!
i choked on it ystd...
yeah and david cook won american idol!!
WHOOHOO!!
i dont watch american idol, but i like david cook(:

i was reeeally emo this morning too
wanted some time alone
so decided to go to th library
lol and i went to put make up
like LOL
just liquid eyeliner
took one hour to do it ZOMG
and when i was shopping, like everybody was staring at me. then wierd
and hey, i saw alot of ppl i know at parkway
firstly, at th library, i saw this nas guy i saw in th bus on fri and some nas guy in uniform
and a nas girl which i found quite pretty and i always see her in school
i saw yunqi at borders and mdm nurhaini from naps at mark&spencer food
lol i dont look at th clothes there, i go for the fooooooood :D:D
yeah i bought quite alot of stuff i guess? kinda broke now hurhur
so here are th pictures!
:

there's training tmr
dang it
it's gonna be a busy day tmr
to the fact that THE ZONE <3

I've waited a time too long

{ TWENTYFOUR }

2008-05-22T16:45:00.000+08:00

hey peoplings. [:
i'm relaxing here eating candy
and hey school was normal today
just that it ended early cos of the spring cleaning thing
me, reb xinyu and brena then went for the mr. chua concert thing
and it was boring like fuck
before the concert started, we were just sitting down there
and stoning our heads off
and i ~~swear~~ that weixian's head was blocking the entire screen from where i was sitting
yeah the concert was fine i guess??
saw rachel perform
stoning like fuck la she
so was qingtian HAHAHA
so laughable
later they had this slide with all the photos of mr. chua, everything
and they played some seriously awfully weird song
deon was sooo funny la
we were sitting behind him, and he was practically dancing to that horrible song!
damn cute manzxs

rachel was at my house a moment ago
and fucking shit
i have tution homework to do
and it's tonight
no idea how to do
newspaper cutting..
AGHHHH

at times, nothing else matters but you

{ TWENTYTHREE }

2008-05-19T21:38:00.002+08:00

today was pretty darn BORING
yeah was like stuck in my room doing tution work and shitzxs
slacking, basically
and i had tution somemore -.-
wanted to go library with mummy before my tution
but daddy said tt its closed on public holidays
just before we left..
so i said oh, then we go parkway walk lo
then he started getting angry
cos tution was like in 45 mins time
WTH

ok nothing much to blog abt today.
yeah

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away

{ TWENTYTWO }

2008-05-18T23:53:00.001+08:00

okk so, my parents came back last night from bangkok
they bought LOTSA stuff luhh
mummy got this bag, REEEALLY nice la
and her's the funny part
the tag said:
'Welcomeyou choose *** **** product,
you be incompliance with right product
discontented please direct divide
mmelt business replacaet 7 soon.once
more thank your enough buy *** ****
product, If will give you immortal fashion'

AHAHAHAHA! IT'S LIKE DARN FUNNY
was practically laughing my sides off
and anyway, everything written there is as it was.
same as the original, spelling, grammer errors, EVERYTHING
HAHA!

okok, went for mindedge today
same as ever???
but ahh,
went to visit granny aft tt
but went to get some stuffs first(:

ok i kinda forgotten what happened la
hahaha, but granny ordered duck's tongue for dinner
which i thought was awfully DISGUSTING

ok i seriously cant rmb anything
yeah

If you loved me won't you let me know?

{ TWENTYNINE }

2008-05-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

i seriously overslept today luh
like when alvin's mum came to pick me, i was still sleeping!!
and it was like 6.45am
gosh
so embarrassing luhh
and could tell that she was damn angry luh
almost late for school lor

had training today
wasnt quite looking forward to it,
but it turned out okayy in the end
it seems like that's how it works eh?

I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside
I'm clinging to the promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime

i found out the truth, and it hurts..

{ TWENTYEIGHT }

2008-05-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

today's PE was like shitdamn embarrassing luh.
1- i didnt bring my PE shirt.
2- i wanst wearing nas pe pants( naps one)
3- ong said that i can run next week
4- but he FORCED me to run today later on
5- i wasnt wearing PE clothes mind you
6- my fucking shorts was bloody tight!
7- uniform untucked, tight pants
EMBARRASSING CAN?! i no face already luuuh
argh

i scored 9/25 fot lit
but i got 12.5/25 later
WHOOOHOOO
during lit, babes kept on ponning
we kept on going toilet. hahaha
and damn funny
cosit was aft pe, so reb and caro went to change and cos i didnt bring, i just stay outside lo
and suddenly got one cockroach!
hahaha, i was shouting cockroach amd ran out
and the suddenly reb ran out screaming!! AHAHAHA
i thought what happen sia! like the roach go to her cubicle or smth!
but she said cos she scared it go into her cubicle, so she run out. LOL
we asked the cleaner to help us kill it. then she use thew broom to go catch it, and she squished it
EW. ANDand she used her hands to pick u[ the feelers.
and wakl towards us, me and reb were like screaming our way outta the toilet
HAHAAH DAMN FARNY!!

was sleeping throughout maths
anyway the relief teacher wasnt doing anyt
hallelujah :D
effing tired luh
AND TODAY IS LIKE FUCKING HOT!!!
i was like sweating for the whole day.
the fan in lass didnt quite help ah. :/
cant stand the crap of it man

during tution i was like pretty much dead luh
damn sleepy, i think i looked like i was on drugs man
my eyes like cannot open big at all
but i was sleeping for the whole aftnoon aft gettin home.
a moment ago i was fraggin sleepy.
but now its just a bit
hahhh
lol, me and RYANchan are having a 'disgusting' conversation now hahaha

hear this songs!
brent send me one(:
NICE LIKE HELL CAN!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jfyPxvdmwv0

was singing this for like the whole day?!
even when i was sleeping during maths. it was like going on and on... in my head haha
it's like damn romantic and sweet. (:
sigh

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_38RfYrFYA

back off, i'll take you on. headstrong, i'll take on anyone.

{ TWENTYSEVEN }

2008-05-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

i shan't blog abt today at the moment.
cause there's smth farny i have to blog abt! :D
kay dunno WHAT day this week, we had to do this survey abt the techers
and this is what rebecca wrote abt FONG:

It's not like he's teaching us to be NERDS rather than chinese. Right. And and, I don't ever enjoy chinese anymore. His job is to teach us chinese, not ensure that we go through a complete makeover. He's way too demanding that no one approaches him

RAWR

AHAHAHA, SO FARNAY!

okay so here's abt today.
me, carolyn, reb and weijian were suppose to have detention in the morning at 7.20!
and ong said smth abt going in the aft too
but we didnt really hear properly.
so we all wanted to go in the aftnoon. and we ended up skipping the morning one,
AND during assembly, ong called our names like throgh the mike to meet him
OMGman, so bloody paiseh!
yeah so we 4 sat on one table and in the table in front of me were like some serious hardcore jokers luh!
one fat guy was like bloody gay man! he was touchinng weijian like gay liddat(those gentle touches HAHA)
and toward the end of our detention, weijian got into a fight with the fat ass.
cos the fatty go take his bag and run around dont wanna give him.
and of course, he was pissed.
i mean who wouldnt?!
aft they chased one round, weijian went to go take his badminton racket whack his head sia
and that guy go punch him like above the nose there.
and there was like a wound but not a open wound sort.
the fight was effing scary luh.
we were like staring with our mouth open BIGG
hahaha.
and the teacher came and blahblahblah
jonathan(sec4?) came to like protect him. it somehow seens like the fatty is really hated by lots.
and soon matt lopez came to help too.
damn cute luh this part(:
he was like patting weijian's head and said not to think abt it, and take it as if nth happened
hahaha. so cute luuuh. (:
yeah in the end reb caro and me left.
but i was kinda reluctant at first, cos like he's our friend and all, we should go see wat happens..
so i went back but soon left again HAHAHA
weijian said that fatty is a coward, even his fren's say so
rofl
cos weijian's fren go chase him then fatass ran away! HAAHAHHA
and weijian, CHILL MAN. [:

{ TWENTYSIX }

2008-05-14T21:32:00.002+08:00

lol how long have u NOT been blogging?
its just cause of mid-years. fuck it.
and the days where i can rmb what happened will all be in this single darn post.
love it.

MONDAYY
maths paper 1 was today, andand it was ok i guess.
thought it was QUITE easy actually, just a few tricky ones here and there [:
the problem was, i left 2 questions blank.
cause i dunno how to do, and anyw there wasnt enough time.
too bad.
went to rachel's house aft that.
till like 5+?
was suppose to study, but we only studied A BIT of geog. :D
and the rest of the time, we were playing
HAHAHA. but you're jealous! :D
we played a little vball.
which the girl aint good at. heehee :X
and we went DRAWING ON THE PAVEMENT!! or some alley, whatever.
lovely time we had luuh. :D
pictures cant be put up on my friendster. fuck it man.
"the picture is too big" shit manzxs, why the hell are all my pictures too big?!?!
PICTURES:

gosh, this is stewpwid

what we've donee

comecomecome! $1 only, watch the broom eater!:D

act pro only(:

I LOVE YOU, & i hope you realize it.

IN LOVE with you.

don't you even realized it?

want to hire a model? :P heehee.
i was swing that hose, which look like a ...

RACHEL+KRISTA=BESTIES FOREVER :D

KRISTA&RACHEL yay us(:

:}

hiding away from love.

super candid luh.

i love those air-con thinks! :D

TUESDAY
lol i think i forgot what happened... -.-
oops? hurhur

WEDNESDAY
ahahaha, i was slacking for the wholee bloody day.
i mean its maths paper 2 the next day,
everything that i need to study for maths, i studied for paper 1 alrdy.
hahhh

THURSDAY
lol, its like THE ULTIMATE SLACK DAY!
hahaha who cares its lc tmr only(:

FRIDAY
lc was fucking easy mann
30 min only. lol
later went to reb's house
going crazy inside her room man hahaha
and later we took a nap.
suppose to be 10 mins, then it became 20, and soon one hr.
hahah but there was a alarm, just that i kept making the time longer HEHE
went to tampines mall later
we watched what happens in vegas
and before that we saw jarrett and gang! omgzxs
yeah the movie was damn nice luh OKAY.
hahaha, and later went to reb;s church for the play
hahah NICEE TOO! :D

SATURDAY
i was making my mmummy's cokkies for mother's day!
for like the entire afternoon
if my maid didnt help me, my cookies would have been dead.
and surprise surprise!
it wasnt as hard and burnt like my valentine's cookies! :D
went to watch IRON MAN with jonase and all.
DAMN FUCKING NICE LUH, IRON MAN!
to think that i didnt really want to watch it at first.
well, i take back my words(:

SUNDAY
ITS MOTHER'S DAY!
i gave my momma her cookies and she loved it! YAY MAN!
no pictures yet, cos i cant find the cable wire shit. hahaha
had a family gathering over at my house.
the moment zhi qiang came into my room, he wanted to poke me
anyw, he said ystd on msn that he was gonna
but siao luh i we were like wrestling?!
hahahah, suppose to poke once, but cause i kicked him in self defence
so he had to poke me TWICE!
argh. anyw, i had to leave just when everybody came, for mindedge.
DAMN IT

MONDAY
had training today, and i didnt relly look forward to it.
as a matter of fact..
I WAS DREADING IT LUH
but hey, it turned out ok.
except for the fact that training ended at 8!
also cos JLS didnt come. it was JL(:
yay
i reached home at abt 9=
and hadnt had dinner, but wasnt hungry hahaha

TUESDAY
During dnt we didnt do workshop, so couldnt finish my stuff
instead we watched movies
and we watched singapoer true ghost stories!
OMG! haha all of us were like begging hazmi to change movie or smth, but he keep on NONONO
fuck him man. hahah
and rebecca was like freaking. HAHAHA
she was facing her back to the screen for practically the whole 2hours! HAH
we watched 2 shows.
the 1st one was fucking scary, haha scary parts comfirm got ppl scream. hahaha includinng me :*)
and jarrett was like acting cool and scary p[arts he screamed like a girl!!!
RAHAHAHAHAHA!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkk! says jarrett!
and i was using my wallet to cover my eyes most of the time haha
and jarrett used the blue cover of the ruler ahahahah
funny like fuck sia.
its like suddenly his eyes got one blue line
HAHAHA
and i was like freaking at night b4 i went to sleep.
was thinking wildly hurhurhur

{ TWENTYFIVE }

2008-05-02T19:44:00.000+08:00

today has the history paper.
and i wrote the essays really short luuh
and i couldnt remember most of the thing..
so crapped up, and in the bus back with rachel, we were being pushed aorund?!
super full luh the bus
and nasir, erfan and some other guys were being horny -.-
especially erfan! omg man! HAHAHA!
yeah, me and rachy cycled to ecp aft that
cos she wanted to have ' breakfast' -.-
here's the pics(:
strangly, there's so many ppl talking to me on msn all of a sudden. there goes the peaceful embience

we swoped(:
oh stupid kissy faces.

haha, i like(:

look at the stupid ice-cream! :D

tonight will be the noght that i will fall for you, over againnn

{ TWENTYFOUR }

2008-04-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

english paper 2 and chinese paper 1 was OKAY.
me, rebecca and carolyn kena detention for jaywalking . somebody now blames me for asking them to cross. ASSHOLE LUH SHE. went to beck's house and had an awfully retarded time. loved. not gonna blog much about the day alright.
haha, this post is gonna be bout pictures. OF EVERYTHING :D

REBECCA'S HOUSE TODAY.
i see the world upside down.
emo, but not emo at all.

hello, i'm a crazy retarddd.

REBECCA'S HOUSE i don't know when
we were acting stupid.

JOYCELYN'S BIRTHDAY PARTY!

{ TWENTYTHREE }

2008-04-23T09:39:00.000+08:00

today, wasnt a good day for me, AT ALL
the beginning was finefinefine, but the ending was notnotnot.
lets start with the beginning firstly,
CHINESE
was sitting with reb, not my actual sitting place though
and somehow, fong found out that lotsa ppl changed seats, and does tt changed must come out to the front, and he knew tt i changed.. we had to stay back aft school for 1hr
and we ended at 4! suppose to end at 3 actually, but stayed back for history(:

yeah lets just say, the babes had a fight, or a argument i should call it
shall not talk about that, dont bother, really
but that was the thing that TOTALLY ruin my day, or the rest of it

DEDICATEDTOSITI:
siti, ily, dont move school, please.
just becos of a teeeny problem like this doesnt necessarily mean that you've gottta transfer
I KNOW you dont want to, i really do know
but hey, you still got me, jonathan wiejian and the guys, and the 1r1 girls
and ther's NOTHING wrong hanging out with guys, i mean it
so dont be afraid to do so, and wth ignore what other ppl say or think abt you.
be brave,be strong, i know you can(:
moving to broadrick doesnt mean that ALL your problems will be gone, although some may.
but new challenges will come, perhaps even more pressurizing, i dont know.
but yeah, you will be loved by me always DUH, dearest hyper-partner(:

i will try not to give a damn ever again

{ TWENTYTWO }

2008-04-20T14:46:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY
when i was on the bus to church
i actually realized that near my house got those old apartments
really nice for taking pictures
so i've decided to go on this photo marathon with reb(:
and she agreed, cant wait manzxs
and there was this weirddd guy sitting behind me
he was talking to himself i think? and he was wearing a cap and shades
and when i look back at him he saw me, then he went to press the bell
and cos i was on the upper deck, and obviously i would look down,
and he was down there, staring back up at me, smiling and waving
and i gave him the weird disgusted look DUHHH
service was ok i guess? at least there were more hypersongs? maybe not..
but thats not the focus of the day man
it was at the arcade.

me and abi wanted to play ddr, but there was this 2 little girls playing
so we put in our coins first like what the whole world does.
and went to the toilet since they still had another game
and when we came back, kinda forgotten wat hapned
but she use one of our coins to start a new game DUNNO WHYY?
so since she used ours, the right thing to do is to just pay us back the $1
but she keep on asking us WHY? WHY?
and she kept on saying but you werent here!
nut wtf, the while world does tt. and you mean she doesnt know how many coins she put in
or when her game is over?! then dont go start a new game with a coin tt came down from heaven!!
and she was shouting at us?! when we were talking to her nice as an angel
obviously we were DAMN pissed alrdy luh
so we were telling her PAY US BACK OUR $1!
and she didnt want to and kept asking why? -.-
so abi was explaining to her
then she went, ' I DONT NEED YOU TO LECTURE ME!!'
we were shocked and DUH, pissed..
come on who does she think she is? she think shes older than us? p4-p5 looking little brat. argh
and later her mom came, and we told her momma the truth and her momma told her to pay back
then she took out the coin, and slammed it on the floor and shouted BITCH! and stomped away. -.-
and what right does she get to call us bitches?! what more in front of her mummy
what little girl in their right mind would do that?! and her mum was just,' ooooooi!' tried to slap her ass but missed. her mother like dont care somemore lor!
what a brat that girl is...

{ TWENTYTWO }

2008-04-19T17:05:00.000+08:00

omg luh, i slept at 3 on thurs night
loll
and i was like talking to brent for almost the whole day man
yeah and i woke up at like 11.40am?!
omg man was suppose to study my ass off
and my whole morning was wasted away..
was pretty much slacking the while day
started studying in relatively seriousness at 3+
and i took like from 5+ to 11+ just to complete one freaking maths test paper
omg and seriously, i wasnt studying at all for the whole aftnoon
damn, one day gone just like that

yeah was clearing things out with rebecca just niw i guess
and all is fine now
thank god

whoo yay, DARE's gonna be up in 12 more hrs
and like hell im excited(:
i know this post seems assing dead, but thats just cos im really sleepy
or in other words
my brain is going into dumbdumb mode as brent calls it
ha ha ha, funny
and whoo yay again, it's raining now
great time to sleep
God's giving me a signal
the time for my beauty sleep has come(:

waiting for the sunshine to sunshine its sunshine on my rainy day

{ TWENTYONE }

2008-04-18T02:47:00.000+08:00

hello all, today wasnt a particularly good day for me
one reason being is that i've been quarreling with *** for almost the whole day
or perhaps, everyday?
and i tell you i love pe today
i wished it would be like that more times
oh and i seriously dont like the lit teacher like f---
bloody bitch man she
she didnt even teach us how to do and she just give a test like that
and during the earlier part of the test everybody was arguing with her abt that
and some people were even walking arnd when the test started
and she like heck care lor
jonathan: teacher! not fair! you never teach us lor!
bloody ms wang: not fair than not fair lor
me: omg, wtf?!?!!
so bitch lor she
and like hell her fashion sense SUCKS!
that time she was wearing some weird skirt with mary-janes
and when the 4 babes walk past her
we were laughing our heads off
and she actually wear mini dresses?
like RIGHT below her ass, omg man
are teachers even suppose to wear that?

i was totally pissed during maths today
jarrett was being a bitch
mrs poh is pregnant and he doesnt even bothers to keep the class quiet
infact, he adds on to the noise
was super pissed, what kind of vice cm is he?
nasir too!
and i wrote a complain letter to mdm jamilah
not gonna elaborate

practice what you preach, seriously

{ TWENTY }

2008-04-17T08:18:00.000+08:00

assembly was damn funny luh
they had like a fashion show?
and ms lavania looked damn preeetty luh, she is anyways
and when she came out almost EVERYBODY screamed?
haha! and mrs lock looked bloody cute, she looked liked hansel&gretel
the clothes she was wearing i mean
and mr hazmi looked FUNNAYE!!
haha, he was wearing that arabian thingy
and likewise everybody screamed too
and laughed especially :D

art was totally awesome today! :D:D
everybody like went crazzzzyy?
hahahah
and i was helping jiajun spray paint his bottle
and idiotic rahim kept scaring me
he took the spray paint and would put it right in front of my face and go' psssssstttt!'
and it scares me.. ):
which made me squeeze my eyes tight.. dunno why, perhaps a natural reaction? MUST BE(:
and i was bored, cos i didnt bring my bottle
so i just helped anybody that needed help
or just being bloody extra :D
darn max, lost my dear scissors!
it's like super old, and i had it when i was quite young?
but he's gonna get me a new scissors
I DONT CARE

also, i found out that rachel muk is such a beeetch.
HAH, though im not say very close to her, i dare say that
and ohmygoodmess, she's such a bloodaye coward, COME ON

yeah after school, i totally forgotten that we still had maths supp
cos i went to jane's class to tell her that im not going for GSP
whatmore, i was carrying my bag, all set to go home(:
aft supp, wanted to take bus with ct and carolyn, but they said they're gonna take a cab instead ):
and we were just walking and walking
when suddenly ct screamed or rather, screeeeched,' THERE'S A CAB!'
and god damn it, it scared the daylights out of me sehh!
i bet caolyn too, cos she screamed
and i yelped
HAHA!
sounded kinda weird :$
and dunno why at tanah merah station that stop ah
got this woman, cleavage was OMG bloody low?!
and her shorts/ skirt was bloody short?!
and her make-up was bloody thick?!
and i think she's a whore
cos she was waving and smiling at some random angmoh
who did it back to her
and there were two other also
what's this day? whore day?
and why the heck am i talking about this?!

ok i seriously cant upload pictures onto my friendster?
why the heck are all my pictures TOO BIG?!
argh, it's pissing me :/

rip my heart out and put it in a treasure box, close to your heart, forever

{ NINETEEN }

2008-04-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

like hell i need to blog!
i cant stand it anymore..
and the reason why i cant blog is because i NEED to study... ):
yeah and i seriously have to do my tution hw like hell
and i have TONS&TONS of things to blog about(:
so the past few days are gonna be all in this awfully loooong post
FRIDAY --planetshakers concert!
met abigail in the mrt, coincidence(:
i called her and told her thatn i was BOARDING the train and she said,' ooh, that means we're on the same train!'
and when we were at tanah merah station, the train to expo came and everyody was standing at the door, and before the door even opened, the god damn train left.. -.-
and we were like,' *blink blink* what the heckkkk..'
in fact everybody was like that luh..
and later we saw nicole at expo too, and she was in the same train also. loll
all of us were suppose to meet at like 5?!
and non of them came at five other than the 3 of us
and there weren't much ppl at the queue at arnd 5+.. surprisingly

yeah the concert was AWSOME, WONDERFUL, GREAT!!! im sorry,but i cant think of any adjectives to describe it at the moment hahahahah
and the guy at the door there took my bottle lor
make me so thirsty!!
BOOOOHOOOO
lucky it just thise normal cheap bottle that i just bought:D:D
there were this bunch of hyper ppl
all wearing tanks..
and they were like irritating in a way, but i didnt really care, abigail was the most irritated one. -.-
they were like shaking their butts and stuff
and like what abigail say, act young, buai young
hahahahah!!
and one of them the most irritating one, suddenly go and make a heart on her head
like curve her arms on top of her head
blooooody retarded luuh
and abigail laugh until she dropped to the floor
HAHAHAHA!!!

and tim hughes came, whoever he is.. -.-
never even hear his name before lor, come on
but his songs are not bad, i must say
the first song was HAPPY DAY,HAPPY DAY, OH HAPPY DAYYY
hahaa!!
like it alot, sounds super cute(:
and they were some parts where like dance, jump shout, and i was SERIOUSLY dancing!!
HAHA!
and like he suddenly sang 'one way'.. -.-
and he sang MIGHTY TO SAVE!!!!
i was bloody happy!!
and like throughout the whole song, i was literally smiling to myself
and the presence of God was really there throughout the whole performence
NO KIDDING
first time i jumped so high, first time i lifted my hands so high, in the presence of God
and AMEN to it.
and the mrt station was seriously PACKED
those coming out of the escalaters were being squashed..
and my gawd, my whole body was aching after that.. and it still is.. ):

SATURDAY
went for training, and we played 2 matches with dunman!(is that how you spell it?)
and i realized that its FUN!
even though i sucked.. :X
abd dunman like not serious, laugh here, laugh there, very funny meh?!
lol
later went to my cousin's house cos it was his birthday
and later went to watch THE BUCKET LIST at TM
and my dad didnt know how to go there -_-
and i was leading them to school and take the 291 route
but in the end, it happened to be ONE BIGGG ROUND...
and stupid brother keep on blaming me :P
like as if he damn pro like that..
well, the movie was damn nice, and funny and wth, they said fuck..
and i was like' ummm..' cos my parents were behind!
hahahha!
yeah and it was kinda touching and i cried..
that's what i DONT LIKE about going to the movies
cos after that my eyes will be red and stuff and everybody will know that you cried, so paiseh luh..
we went for supper aft that at ECP to eat SATAY! :D
and the cocnuts that we ordered were HUGE? but nice(:

SUNDAY
went for mindedge which was funny AGAIN(:
and sunday was preeeetty boring..
cos i was basically choing-ing my hw, or slacking in my room(:
for dinner went to eat botak jones
and in the end we didnt...
cos my dad dropped us off first while he parked the car and he told us to quickly line up
and when we reached there, we didnt line up cos we didnt quite see a queue?!
and when my dad came back, he was like WHY YOUR NEVER LINE UP?!
and all of us were like blur
and he showed us the queue which was bloody long...
so my dad say come another time lor, cos confirm take super long. D:
and i was in the mood for western! :/

MONDAY
i HAD HAD HAD HAD to pass up my geog webquest assignment TODAY!
but she's already gonna minus 10% already luh!
kay, i wanted to pass it up on thurs, but i forgotten..
so i wanted to pass it up on friday, but i forgotten AGAIN!
like fuck?!
and had chinese paper 1 class test today
and it was like shit basically
my e-dictionary no batt man KNS!!
so in the end borrowed jaquelyn's
and i was using it the whole time, and she didnt use at all seh..

okay, my sister was in my room
so i gane her a paper and pencil to draw, and while i was doing my work
she took out my permanent marker
AND SHE DREW IT ON MY WHITEBOARD!!!
WTF LUH
and when i scold her, she was bowing her head down thw WHOLEEE time..
sehh, cute, but not cute

TODAY
super sian man today..
had TWO TESTS!!
chinese and d&t
d&t was i think for midyears?
and chinese just class test(:
and last night, i wasnt studying at all!
i was drawing on my lecture pad(:
haha! and just looked through here and there at my textbook :/
was slacking lots luh
during break time aft dnt, the guys were playing soccer
and my hyper bodoh siti went MAD
and she practically pulled me to the field luh
somemore at that time i was drinking my chocolate milk(:
and i was just standing by the side drinking my milk
AND laughing at her screaming for the guys to pass the ball to her
when that mad woman came and DRAGGGG me to the field
and i was like,' WAIT! WAIT! WAIT! LET ME DRINK MY MILK FIRST!!'
and she took my hand and pour out my milk!!!
obviously i was screaming like a retard..
and it was bloody embaressing down ther
we were the only two weraing skirts and the rest were wearing shorts. OMG LUH
HAHA!
and the ball didnt come to us obviously
anyway i was too afraid
HAHAHAHA!
and i bought strawberry milk later and siti had strawberry yougart
so when i ask siti to let me try it, she slet the whole thing on my mouth
and when atf i came back from washing it, ct and carolyn were laughing like hell?
and later siti said she put her yougart into my milk..
wth right?
but it tasted alright, until the milk was almost gone, then the sour-ness came
YUCK
and during ccm we were running away?
haha! and we were camwhoring amd listening to BEAUTIFUL SAVIOIUR
and the teacher didnt even care!!!

and i fucking cant upload the pics of the vb bbq!!
im pissed!!
too big, error.. what shit manzxs!?!?

how wonderful, how beautiful, name above every name, exalted high

{ EIGHTEEN }

2008-04-11T14:04:00.000+08:00

oh gosh, havent been blogging lately aye me
wanted to but was damn tired for the past few days, sadly
yeah had maths test today
and i didnt know how to factorize the thing!!
so all the factorization questions all anyhow do
shit luuuuh
and we ran 2.4 todayy
actually we can choose not to, but i chose to(:
and i dare say i didnt stop AT ALL!
i just ran and ran and ran and ran and ran -.-
and mr ong ask me if i wanna run cross-country sehh
and i was like hurrr?!
3km+ almost 4 man
sadly, its before the language papers
and i want to study! if i can
if not i would have gone for it
damn, i feel so god damn confuse now luh
and during chinese lesson, fong was being a total bastard luh
like max wanted to ask him some ques abt the test
and he keep on dont wanna answer-ing
and ask him to stand in front of the class, and later, outside
walaoaye
obviously max was pissed, if i was him i would have 'diao-ed' him.
wait actually he did luh..

we had like 2hr of free period before itc, and we were like playing balloons in the class!
haha! cos it was like to celebrate carolyn, nigel, jarrett and jonathhan's bday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JARRETT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIGEL
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROLYN
and i was whacking everybody on the head with my deardear balloon :D:D
what an awesome creation the balloon is
haha, and we were making tons and tons of noise and eventually, mr lim came..
and later when we could FINALLY get out of school, most of the class went to tmart
cos like siti the 'HYPER BODOH :D' bought a cake, from primadeli
and we were like walking everywhere to find a place to cut the cake and stuff
damn cartoon
and rahim keep on wanting to take the stupid lighter, and I GOT IT. HA!
in the end we ended up cutting it at the bubble tea shop beside primadeli
and we were making lots of noise, and everybody was staring at us :/
BUT WHO CARES LUH
and siti, was like sitting on those kid rides eating her cake, and dunno who go and put the coin
so it started to move, which was HILARIOUS
damn cute la that hyper bodoh :D
and all of us was like putting the chocolote on each other, and it was like LOL
in the end still had alot of cake, so we brought it back to itc
during the break, jonathan and me was like outside com lab2 eating cake :D :D
and we were like throwing some cake down, HAHA!
and like mdm jumilah kinda saw us looking down
mdm jumilah: are you guys throwing things down?
me: huh? no, we're looking down
jonathan: *stares blankly like some idiot*
me: eh look! got bird bathing over there man! ( really got bird bathing in the puddle k)
mam jumilah: we better not get any complains ah
me & jonathan: orh, ok
and after we left we were laughing like mad
and like when jarrett was coming back from buying nuggets for us, i think with rahim too
he was like saying, EH, SOMEBODY THROW CAKE AT MY HEAD FROM UPSTAIRS WHEN I WAS DOWNSTAIRS!!
jonathan: * laughing suspiciously*( i knew it was him) huh? really? who can it be arh?
and i was laughing like SIAO!
and when i ask jon he said he threw it, wanted to call me but too late
he from upstairs throw at jarrett's head sehh! OHMYGAWD
so bloody funny!!

omg tution teacher coming back from honeymoon next week AND i havent done ANY hw AT ALL!!
i feel so fucking lazy, and like omg im panicking
AND TOMORROW GOING FOR PLANETSHAKERS CONCERT!
sat maybe going training, and maybe watching BUCKET LIST like at midnight with mama and papa
so how i doooooooo???!!!
and fuck it, i think im gonna get fat today
i've been eating like a billion and one nuggets today
and i know that sounds bloody stupid..
and i ate SO MUCHHHH CAKEE!
i think i ate the most :*/
IM SO GOD DAMN STRESSED UP!!

and like YAY tomorrow gonna go for the planetshakers concert
uhhuh uhhuh, so damn excited :D:D

all you do is laugh your damn head off, you don't give a damn at all

{ SEVENTEEN }

2008-04-08T03:30:00.000+08:00

had mindedge today
which was awfully funnaye
HAHAHA

and OMG
i dont know how to do the geog assignment!!
ACK!
and google is so irritating yet awesome..
like when you type a question, they give you many many links
but none relating to the question
wtf. hate it luuuuh
I THINK we're suppose to hand it up on tues
but i dont think im gonna
anyw they say week 5 &6 then will be penalized
haha
and OMG
there's a history test
today!
mind you, it's monday now
and i haven't studied yet
maybe on the bus(:
sunday isnt working out for me
other than the AWFULLY LOOOOONG nap i took :D:D
yeahyeah

{ SIXTEEN }

2008-04-06T14:52:00.000+08:00

ahhh, today had training
and i KINDA overslept :F
yeah and we didnt have it with the sec2s
abd JLS didnt really care much abt me DUH
but i didnt care too
HAHA
bullshit

had churchy later, and my bag was like stuff with all my clothes and stuff
like my skinny , which made my bag rather heavy ):
dang.
and when i met up with jay at kfc
i was like the only girl there, which was wierd
and i was still in my training attire
paiseh luhh

service was ok ok luh
i agree with abigail that ps benjamin's jokes are damn corny
he was like talking abt sex and virginity at some point
and most of us were like,'* blink blink* ummmmmm..'
and p&w only got 4 songs sehh,WTH
and aft service got 1 song only man
ps dan is WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY better.
i aint` liking ps benjamin.

andand the whole day we kept on calling kylie ahma
HAHA
and obviously she was annoyed luh
but her reaction is DAMNNN funny
LOL
we called her that the most at sky garden luh
haha, and dylan, quincy and gang were there
OMGZXS
dylan! in case anybody doesnt know, i USE to like him.
not anymore, get it in.
he's SOOOO LAST YEAR luh come on!

yeah, but still it's pretty awkward being around him
later went to food court to eat (me, abigail, kylie)
jay had to go cos he gonna watch movie with his gf. WHOOOT
and ivan was like emo the whole day la
dunno why, but he left early too

then abi wanted to play ddr, so went to meet wenyi, kiah, clarrisse and gang.
didnt really look forward to that, cos i wasnt that please with ---
aft ddr went to marina with abi, kiah, and clarrisse
cos kaih wanted to get a shirt at SPHERE
love it luh.
i got a shirt there too!
if buy 2 then its just 20 bucks
so kiah and me 'joined' shirts
and she paid for me first
cos i was broke ):
and she so choosy luh
spent so much time waiting for her manzxs
HAHA
andand i ~~SWEAR~~ my shoes were killing me!
my feet had blisters like everywhere?
and it was all red
OMG

yeah and thats abt it luh.
need to go ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzz

and damn, i dunno how to do the geog project. D:
shitty shitty bang bang.

D.A.R.E. saved my week

{ FIFTEEN }

2008-04-05T02:41:00.000+08:00

today, we had a BBQ
fiona, liyeng, jocelyn, celestine, viviene, jillian, cheryl
prisscilia, kelly, vanessa, jane, shiyun
i dunno if i left out anybody's name,cant remember it all at once now..
but tell me if i did, THANK YOU
first of all, some of us met at whitesands then we went to liyeng's house to get some heavy goods
then later bus the bus came, and jocelyn's dad was suppose to come pick some of us and the goods
so liyeng, celestine,prisscilia and vanessa took the bus
while me, shiyun and kelly waited for jocelyn
and my hershy chocolate melt until the whole thing was squishy. EW
and my egg broke, thank god it was in a tupperware,if not i would have DIED. :P
and we were celebrating joy's bday

FIRST GAME
yeah we played dog and bone
and fiona, liyeng prisscilia,vivien and vanessa were in my team
haha and we WON

SECOND GAME
we played tug of war
and the plan was those in joy's team must purposely lose
and when it comes to the forfeit time, we must choose joy to do it
and the forfeit was to throw eggs at her
SO THAT'S WHAT THE EGGS WERE FOR
haha
and mine broke): so i wanted to splash it on her
HAHA
damn farny, and i think vanessa's egg was the only one that managed to hit her
the rest just went down the sea, HAHA

then aft a while, jocelyn, jillian, kelly and me went to the play ground
and we were having SOO SOO SOOO MUCH FUNN!!
haha, yeah we were like having our second childhood or something
hahh
swings, those turning things, flying fox and all
yeah, and the flying fox was like the sitting type
and we were all swinging like hell
hahh, and jocelyn fell!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
damn funny la
got video somemore in her phone
HAHA
gonna get it from jillian.
hahahah!

and we made lots of water bombs later
and we were all screaming inside the toilet. HAHA
and jillian pour a WHOLE BAG of water on me
and it's not those lil` type, it's the type you usually get at the grocery store
and i was seriously drenched
she did that to jane and vanessa too
and we were freezing when we went out of the toilet
damn windy somemore
yeah but we had LOTS of fun :D
and aft that all the sec1s went home, and i was the only one left, wth
930 liddat only lor
and the rest of us( fiona, jocelyn, celestine , liyeng) were blowing those bubbles
with the straw type
and fiona and liyeng blow damn big luuuuh
mine so puny ):

and i lost my towelll!! D':
stupid luh, i think when i was leaving i put it on my shoulders
and i ran and maybe it dropped or something
crap luh, i like it ALOT somemore
cos i drew on it and stuff):
KNS.
BUT, overall, I HAD A GREAT GREAT TIME :D

dear god, i want my towel back please, Amen

{ FOURTEEN }

2008-04-04T14:34:00.000+08:00

today was such a wonderfully boring day
not gonna elaborate about school much
EN was like STUPID?!
i wanna opt out la
not like using flash can help us when we grow up or what?
everybody dont even understand wth the teacher talking about
so god-damn confusing luuuuh
and the beginning lesson carolyn and rebecca was in a wat 'ignoring' me
and xinyu couldnt sit in the row with us cos a computer cant on
so it was ME | SPACE | CAROLYN | REBECCA
and caro and reb kept on talking to each other ad dont care me
and i dont think they realized that i was crying..
but anyw, all is fine now
and poor siti, eugenia and all her friends aint` quite pleased with her
for 'insulting' them i think..
POOR SITI, DON'T THINK TOO MUCH BOUT` IT KAYZXS?

aft, EN, went to TMart to buy bubbletea with xinyu
and tariq,teoyan,asraf,delon,darien and cher boon were walking in front of us
and f---ing cher boon kept on insulting me
so i kicked his ass
HAH! IN YOUR FACE LOSER!
YOUR ASS IS GONNA GET KICKED AGAIN TOMORROW!
but i kicked his ass like 3 times today?!
2 in the aftnoon
so damn please with myself. HEE :D

and my mirror broke):
somemore it was a gift from janelle
like it alot luh
lucky got two sides, like open open type, so one of the mirror is save (:
hahahah

cya, my darling blog(:
NIGHTS!

how can i say goodbye when you're not by me?

{ THIRTEEN }

2008-04-03T00:51:00.000+08:00

JANETTE CAME!!
omg, had SOOOO much fun with her kay
haha.
she was helping me with stardoll at first
cos i didnt even like make the person up
there wanst any face and stuff
yeah
then we cycled to the little soccer place near rachel's house to play volleyball(:
( not really cycled, more like one of us cycled and the other stand at the back)
yeah and she was pretty good for a first-timer :D
omg,darling bestie, we had so much fun.
even though it was EXTREMELY HOT
i want to ahng out again kay?
hahh

i miss you already,bestie

{ TWELVE }

2008-04-02T01:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S TO ALL THE JOLLY PEOPLE IN THE WORLD!

jokes ON ME:
(via sms)
fitri: i got two news for you.
me: what? good or bad?
fitri: firstly. i love you.
me: o_O?!
fitri: secondly, it's april fool's (:
me: *roll eyes* DIAOZXS

school was totally boring
d&t was great as usual
and during chinese we had to com lab record our reading and stuff
and i was just talking to rebecca for a while
then stupid fong ask me to stand
-.-
and i'm really sure my reading sucked
and suddenly my left ankle got damn pain
for NO REASON
and i head trouble walking back to class obviously
and next was eng
i was like just standing outside, and suddenly sam liang came chrging to me like some fat bull
and i was like balancing on one leg!
and really, he was running right at me at the most awesome speed
so i HAD to move
cos he comfirm cannot brake in time
which caused me to hop and spin AND scream
and when my leg was worse and i wanted to go back to my seat
HOP.HOP.HOP.HOP.HOP.
&jonathan tripped me!
dunno whether he did it on purpose or not luh
and of course if you are balancing on one leg and ur gonna fall you'll change and stand on the other leg rite?
and i leaned on my left leg damn hard
walaoo, super pain.
i cried a bit la, that's how bad
i was damn pissed with him can.
so i just kicked his ass thrice i think.
HA HA HA HA HA. SERVE YOU RIGHT!
and the whole eng lesson i wasn't wearing my shoes
and i fell asleep la
and azean saw me,
and she was like,' krista, dont lie down on the table.'
and before she say finish,
i thought she was asking me to ans the ques and i was like,' i need to drink and sleep.'
and mind you that was the answer for the question
and i got really paiseh DUH!

yeah and i went for a run with my mum
which lasted 21 minutes to be exact.

if you know that a relationship is not gonna work out, don't even bother getting into it

{ ELEVEN }

2008-04-01T01:14:00.000+08:00

school was fine i guess?
and when we were outside GO waiting for some ppl
to go for training
and suddenly glen ask me whether i got water
and seriously it shocked me to hell
ya but i did give him
and all the seniors thought that i was his sister ot smth was going on and blah blah
-____-

and as usual. JLS left kelly, jolene and me out again.
we were like playing 'merry go round' with
celestine, liyeng and vivien.
and suddenly JLS comes with swee kee, qian hui and prissilia
and she tells the senior that they should play with them instead
cause they can one..
and she say that we cannot play ball.
WTF?!
so we ended up doing our own stuff for the rest of the training AGAIN!
i was bloody pissed luh!

anyw,im gonna watch heroes now.
and im late for it alrdy
yeah, so TATA! :D

{ TEN }

2008-03-30T14:10:00.000+08:00

today i woke up early
and i was SO SOOO sleepy
i wanted to call jane and tell her that im not going for training
cos i just wanted to SLEEP SLEEP,SLEEEP
we were suppose to meet at whitesands at 7.15AM
and i thought i was late, cos i came at 7.20?
and i turned out to be FIRST..
-__-
yepp, and we learnt how to set and i sprained me pooor thumb ):
okay i really need to tell this story cos its just so damn farnayye
the teacher asked me to 'roll' my finger,push it in and pull until there's a sound
he asked qianhui to do ( she was my partner)
then she pulled really lightly, no sound at all
so then i asked her to pull harder cos cannot feel anything
then..
WHAM!
she pull until i kinda jerked foward?
LOL
damn pain la
i was like: OW! OW! OWWWWWWWWW!!! D:
then the teacher as me go to JL for the tape,and aft he taped it, then it'll be alright
and really aft he taped it it felt damn good,not pain at all sia
and JL was sitting onthe stage so i was standing on the steps and when i wanted to get down
i thought it was already the last step but it was actually the second
and joycelyn was at the bottom
and obviously i fell
like DUH-UH
and my hand was like waving(natural reaction kayy)
and my hand whacked joy's face luhh
wahh, damn paiseh :/

and i realized that my face at the side there where my specs the side thingy is?
is like different colour then the rest of my face
and jillian and the rest of the team saw it
cos i took out my specs when we needed to jump
and jillian went: HA HA HA HA HA!! LOSERR!! LOSERR! HAHAHAHA!
-.......-

and when i was on the bus to the mrt home
some stupid bitch diao-ed me..
wtf?!
so i diao-ed her back
HA HA! LOSERRRR!
but i doubt she saw.
cos she was looking out and i went:
argh,bitch *DIAO*
and i said it out loud,or in other words, mumbled

and to cut the whole day shout, i cut my hair,short.
about shoulder length?
yeah and i love it(:

i'm trying with all i am

{ NINTH }

2008-03-29T13:42:00.000+08:00

OhMyWord
ths song is TOTALY AWESOME luh
go hear it
i seriously cant stop listening to it.
makes me wanna join choir
HAHA!

Saviour he can move the mountains, my GOD is mighty to save

{ EIGHT }

2008-03-29T12:52:00.000+08:00

i sooo have to blog about today
can you believe it?
i slept at 10 last night,earliest for the whole year
and my alarm was set at 4,even though it should be 5, misconception
but i didnt hear it ring until my maid came creaming in at 5.20am
and i was suppose to leave for rachel's house at 5.40!
yeah but i still made it, and SarahYeo was late to meet at the mrt station
and i was "scolding" her on the phone and pratically everybody was looking :/
malu sia
and the train was SURPRISINGLY un-crowded
and it took a shorter time than i thought to reach there
and rebecca lost her ezlink card
so she cannoy get out of the wherever place
yeah and i saw it on the floor behind her
me: eh, is it that one?
and rebecca went to see; it was hers; gets out from that place;and that mad woman started hugging me making me run away and scream totally embarressing myself...

and can you believeee it?!
we actually camn in 4th place for 20 by 100m
which is THE LAST
f--- it man
cos some people really screwed the whole thing up
no names mentioned okay
and ngee ann is like SOOO DEAD
some of us runners were even ASHAMED to be from ngee ann
still carry umbrella somemore -.-
lame shit man
paiseh like hell can?!
and when they were giving out the prizes
we had to sit on the field
and we were SUNTANNING(:
and damn hot,my skin was burning
gosh,i hateee it!
yeah and temasek won the cheer competition
OBVIOUSLY.
they were the most enthu ones
and i found out that chung cheng ppl are RUDE,STUCK-UP and INCONSIDERATE
yes,long story.
want to know?
ask me personally

and was suppose to go out with some of the girls after it ended
but in the end we didnt go
and me and rebecca took the same train and we took the 4TH one
cause the rest were damn freaking crowded
yeah
and i could just drop on the fall and fall into dead sleep
but of course i wouldnt, because there were some hot chung cheng guys there
HEE
yeah and when i reached home i was dead tired, almost fell asleep luhh
then suddenly rebecca called to as me to go parkway
and i was too lazy to take bus and all
yeah so her mum came to pick me up luh
and we were going CR AA ZYYY in diva
haha
and later we went to mini toons to get some stuff for the girls
and i was making everything drop,i have no ida why
but it just happens ):
and i was like just grabbing stuff to buy and the bill came up to be $11
and i realized that i should just have bought the $13 necklace... -.-
all my allowance is GONE! poof! just like that.

yeah that's about all i guess
and i'm emo-ing now
but im listening to Solution-Hillsong
it really cheers you up.
i dont know why really
but it just does
it's amazing how god works eh?

GOD be
the
SOLUTION

hey now,fill our hearts with your compassion
hey now,as we hold to our confession

{ SEVEN }

2008-03-27T02:34:00.000+08:00

school was fine.
during assembly,rachel told me that she was with asraf
me: HARRRR?!?!?!?!?! OMYGODDDD!!
haha,lol,but it is super unbelievable
~~i doubt she even likes him~~

haha and english lesson was FUNNAYE
azean didnt come
cos she was on' Child Care Leave'
wth is that man?
you meabshe works in a childcare?
mygoodness
so some guy called mr leong came to relieve
yeah he was damn funny
max:oh then can you tell me how to seperate the brackets in algebra?
mr leong:why do you want to seperate the brackets for?
max:cause it's very difficult..
mr leong:then i tell you what,you just use liquid paper, liquid off lorr!
LOL LOL
and at some random point
sam told max
(who was in npcc)
sam: you know what NPCC means? NAKED PEOPLE CATCHING COCKROACH!
HAHAHAHAH! omg,that is damn funny
HAHA!

track was like blah
damn tiring can
and when doing striding,my muscle kinda pulled i think
walaoo damn pain
u tried striding again
i almost cried i tell you
that was how bad it was ):
and i was putting my heat rub cream non-stop?
i think like 1/4 of it gone alrdy luhh
uh dunno if fri can run or not man

not good news at all

{ SIX }

2008-03-26T09:21:00.000+08:00

hmm,okay there's pretty much nothing to blog about today
so it's all going to be alll about SCHOOL
first lesson was georgraphy
and it was DAMN boring
my eyes were "flickering" to sleep
omg can die
but after a while it was quite humerous
mdm jamilah: where is the mountain?
sam: i know! i know!*goes up takes the pointer*
sam:THIS ONE! *whacks the project on the screen*
poom! there goes the stick
HAHAHA
ok maybe its not really funny
but if you saw it really is quite
yeah so the whole class laughed
yeah then madm jamilah asked another question
madm jamilah: what type of slope is this?
EVERYBODY: CONVEX! CONCAVE! STEEP! GENTLE! CONVEX!
some guy: CONVERSE!
HAHAHAHA!!

MATHS LESSON
practically the whole class was'nt listening to the lesson
cos it was after recess and everybody had gone CRAZYY!
mrs poh: why your all soo hyper today?! lol
ah and rahim wasnt listening to the lesson and he kept on saying the f word
so mrs poh was pretty much pissed
sp she tore his paper
and it was his history paper
and the marks are included with the exams
and he still can laugh some more manzxs
wahlaoaye

CHINESE
mr fong an his stupid lame jokes again
and he was going throgh the workbook
the wan cheng ju zhi
and the sentece was
"----lost his balance,_____________"
and me and reb was suppose to give the ans
rebecca's one was fell into the drain
and mine was fell into the swimming pool
and he was like " fall into the swimming pool,and fall into the drain, where you want to fall next?"
and jarret was like "hahahahahaha,fall into the floor,hahahahahaha"
haha,lol
and the whole time mr fong's pants got a string stuck there
at the butt there somemore sia!
and he still walk here walk there
HAHAHAHA! DAMN FUNNY! the class was like laughing at it
then jarret asked sam liang to tell mr fong about it,cos it'll be more funny
sam: " lao shi,hahahahahahaha" *uncontrollable laughter*
fong: ?? what you want to say?
sam: (still laughing)
fong: aiya dont play! *scolds sam and carries on teaching*
sam: no! lao shi, ni de buttock you string! (teacher,your buttock got string)
fong: you meh? (got meh?) *search his butt*
WHOLE CLASS LAUGHS
fong: aiya mei you lah!
*carries on teaching*
sam tells jarret: see lah! tell you he surely dont believe me one! still get me scolded somemore!"
LOLL!

LITERATURE
gosh ms kelly lim is nott gonna teach us anymore!
instead it's stupid teacher ms wang -.-
shit luuhs,she cannot teach la
the whole class didnt listen to her,and we were all really really noisy
so she disappeared to somewhere,and came back with some malay teacher
and the ,alay teacher scolded us
she was like," miss kelly lim will not be coming in anymore, so dont think that this teacher is coming in for now only. please listen to her as (some exam stuff) BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH, and she is a very experience teacher.
LIKE REAL!! she cannot even talk properly! tslk also cannot hear!
stupid!
rebecca is PLANNING to organize a pettition to get ms lim back or smth.

CCM
CCM is boring as usual...

THE END

{ FIVE }

2008-03-25T02:47:00.000+08:00

today had vb training manzxs
and it wasnt all that good
cos we were all playing ball on our own first
me, vanessa, jolene, shiyun and kelly
then later JL call van,jolene and shiyun
then they went to play somewhere far away
leaving me with kelly
then its like suddenly JL call everybody but me and kelly
and they were all doing all the training stuff
and leaving us out
so after a while we decided to go somewhere else go play
and soon, jolene came also
PLAY
PLAY
PLAY
the rest were doing the 'hit the ball over the net when JL throw the ball' thing
whatever it's called..
and i wanted to do that
but jolene and kelly tell me not to cos we dont know
then i was like 'no,i know how to do a bit.'
then they were like, but JL will surely ask you to dont do one
yeah,so of course i still went to do it luh
and of course the first time i hit it is like crap
especially when the last time i did that was like, when??
then she told me in chinese,
'aiya,you dont need to do, anyway, you also cannot do it,
you never come for saturday's training somemore'
then i was like 'WTF?!'
like how can she do that man?!
if i dont know,isn't she suppose to teach me how to do it?!
and we ended up just playing ball by OURSELVES for the whole training,mind you
she didn't even care about us luh
she just keep on going on and on teaching them,
and she said that we were very far behind the rest
WHICH GIVES MORE REASON FOR HER TO TEACH US!!!
like wtfh?!
what's this manzxs?
i tell you i was damn f---ing pissed off

it just makes me swear and swear and swear and swear

{ FOUR }

2008-03-24T13:30:00.000+08:00

okay, was waiting for the stupid bus 16 to come so i can get to the mrt station for mind edge
and it took like around 20 min for it to come
that was abnormal,really
yeah,and so i was about to be late alrdy
and when i wanted to board the mrt
i was super gan choing kay
and i was still holdng on to my wallet
and suddenly
I DROPPED IT IN BETWEEN THE GAP!!!
like on to the platform
like wtf man
i almost cried la i tell you
so i was basically swearing in my head for a few seconds
then i ran down the escalator, practically pushing everybody
so i went to the counter and told the guy that my wallet dropped onto the mrt platform
and he was like
guy:'huh?! tsk, haiya, what happen?!'*really annoyed, pissed off look*
me:'erm, i was about to board the train, then it accidentally dropped'
guy:'aiya gan choing luh you,' *annoyed look*wait ah, stay here!'
yeah, cos i was pretty much in a rush, i ask him how long is it gonna take before i can get it back.
then that stupid guy shouted at me saying' WAIT!!'
wtf luh
me: orh. *roll eyes and swear,in my head*
like wtf man that f---ing guy shouted at me?!
and i ask him POLITELY somemore okay!
yeah,then some malay guy came,
and he asked me to write my name and IC no.
and i was trembeling like some bloody idiot can!
dont know if my writing is even READ-ABLE
loll
but that guy's quite nice,at least he talk to me properly(:
unlike that bastard
and when i asked him how long it'll take,
he said,' very fast,less than 10mins.(:'
then he ask me to wait
and some stupid k-poh,keep on staring at me
then he went to look at the platform,and continued staring at me.
wth,i feel like telling him,'stare what stare? stoooopid,nothing better to do is it?!'
so the malay guy went to take some long loong stick with like clippers at the end
and he walk damn slow
like i got all the time in the world-.-
and then suddenly got one train come sehh
scare the daylights out of my daylights can!
i thought all my cards and stuff would get squash, or it'll melt under the heat or something
haha,then when he took it out rite,everybody was staring at me
bloody paiseh luhhs
walao,when he gave me my wallet
i felt like hugging him manzsx!!
loll
super happy luh can
i mean,why of all people it must happen to me?!
does it even happen to ppl?!
WHY MEEEE?!?!
eh,but of course i didnt hug him la kay. -.-
HAHA! that'll be funny! (:

i think i'm starting to get MRT-PHOBIA

{ THREE }

2008-03-23T08:48:00.000+08:00

omg, yesterday was doing the heymaths quiz on algebra
can dieee.
and i was tired, and sleepy,
and i still had to do the damned quiz..
ok,and i HAD to finish it that night,
cause the deadline was today 6AM.
yeah and glen came online, so i asked him for help.(:
haha
yeah so he called me to teach.
he's a awesome teacher luh i tell youu!
HAHAHAHA!
i ended up getting 12/20
wth man.
ah,but the questions that glen helped only got one mistake.
and the rest are the ones i did before asking him.
shit,didnt know i so lousy :(
rahhh
yeah,so
THANK YOU GLEN! :D

algebra is suicide,really

{ TWO }

2008-03-22T09:19:00.000+08:00

today i went for tution,
and it was pretty much SIAN..
yeah,was hoppin` around the internet just now,
and i found this song 'never give up on me'
by Josh Bates on the movie Facing The Giants.
damn nice,and i cried mann,
damn touching okayyy.
ohyaaaa,just now my sis came into my bro's room
where i was using the computer,
and so my bro came back,
and was about to chase me out,
cause he needed to change(aft he bathed),
when the toilet is THERE.
so he was like'get lost or i'll drip my wet hair on you.'
so DRIPDRIPDRIP.. -______-
okay so here comes the funny part,
my sister was pointing on the floor and saying'shi shi'
and i was like 'huh? wth is she saying man?'
so soon i realized that was a BIG puddle of water on the floor
and it turned out to be her pee..
she wasnt wearing any diapers see. :/
so me and my brother were screaming
while my sister was staring at that puddle
with her mouth opened wide,
like the little cute ass she is. :D

you never give up on me.though i'm weak, you are strong,you told me i still belong.

{ ONE }

2008-03-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

It's that early in the morning,
and i'm surprisingly not sleepy. (:
lol
and i got tution somemore mann.
walaoo,dunno whether i will be able to wake.
hahaha.
and i'm in pain,becos of the damned track.
argh,ouch.

and someone please sign the guest book,
it sucks seeing it empty.
REALLY.

thighs,back,neck,shoulders are hurting me,everywhere is in pain