haha! my dear baby cousin just came to my house!
and my sis, about the same age as him( 2 going 3) kissed him!
like really kiss, on the lips! gosh, she's so sweet la ahahahaha!
and baby cousin was reeea shy today
sissy kept asking him to sit on her toy car with her, but he didnt wanna
and sissy cried so badd! DDD:
awwww

screw myself, i havent done ANY of my homework till now
fuck it




i'm really sorry for not updating recently, yeah but i wanted to
i feel so god damn guilty
i'm suppose to fininsh every single shit of my homeork by this week
'cause i'm like going backpacking in japan next week
but i havent started on A SINGLE THING
whatthfish manz
my math asessments that daddy bought or me, are like partially untouched
how mthr fcking shit ass is that?
and whatmore, projects are not done, so are tution homeworks
fuck training, it takes up like my whole loser dayz
i havnt even gone shopping during this whole holiday
like not officially
i feel so screwed
i feel like a fucking loser
nobody even cares about this god damn blog of mine
maybe i should just delete it
i doubt anybody would even realized
it's like i'm feeling so desperate now
i want so many things in y life which seems so impossible to get, so far

i want contacts. [but mummy says it isnt good, and refuses to get any for me]
i want photshop [but im afraid to download the damn thing, cos im afraid i may download some virus and get into trouble]
i want a new room makeoveror at least a new bed [but mummy&daddy doesnt allow, cos they just changed my table and wadrobe to match my bed recently.] <>
i want a new handphone [ but daddy says i dont deserve it]
i want skinis [ but mummy says i got enough jeans, but i only wear 2 of them.which are my skinnies]
i wanna be a great freind [but i guess im just a bitch]
i wanna get a pro-camera [but daddy&mummy wouldnt even consider]
i want a poloroid camera of my pwn [but we already have one, but mummy&daddy wont let me use it. andit doesnt look nice anyway, the camera]
i wanna have havanais [but mumy says their too expensive]
i wanna get big,femine handbags [but mummy says i have enough bags.]
i want shades [but fuck my glasses]
i wana accomplish all my homework [but i keep on getting distracted]
i wanna be cool [but im a loser]
i wanna take photos [but i hate my family camera]
i wanna create a lifejournal account [but im afraid dont know how t use it]
i wanna have you [but you dont seem to want me]


i will live to love you, to bring you praise

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